Babysitter
-angst?
-mention of abusive dad and relationships
-panic attack?"Rae, who did the tree with you?" You looked at the decorated tree with tons of presents under it. "Oh my dad came over, him and mom spoke before he left" she spoke to mainly Rin after the first part.
The older Suna rolled his eyes, letting out a huff. "He needs to go back to Canda, or wherever he left us for" you decided that their conversation was getting too personal so you silently excused yourself to the bathroom.
While you picked up the nail polish and makeup you'd need, your phone rung. Digging into your back pocket, almost dropping your phone at the caller ID.
Your head stated to get dizzy, memories of him racing through your brain. "Fuck, not now" dropping the device you held yourself while sliding down the walls. Throat dry and sore from holding back some tears, it started to get hard to breath.
He just wouldn't let you go. Even after you left, called police and even moved away he still was after you.
Not realizing how loud those sobs where until Rin cane through the door. "Y/n?" The sudden felling to comfort or protect you from whatever brought you tears.
Suna had a rough middle school era so he immediately realized the panic that suddenly hit you. He also knew exactly what to do. Whispering to Rae to get some water and make his bed.
Whilst he slowly made his way to you. "R-rin he...he" you tried speaking words coming out shaky. He hummed, his hand wrapping around your waist. "Shh, I'm here" you may have squeezed him a little too hard in the hug but he doesn't mind.
"Don't talk right now, but if you want I'll hear everything when you're okay, promise" his voice soft, so was the way his fingers circled on your sides.
"Okay"
Later that night after having another breakdown because of how mature and sweet Rae was being, you finished her nails and she fell asleep in your lap.
"I can take her to bed" Rin plopped next to you and teased his little sister by plugging her nose. "Stop" you slapped his hand away causing him to giggle.
His laughter slowly died down and the tension got thicker and you both sighed at the slight awkwardness, you decided to just kill the elephant in the room.
"My ex called me." Your voice was a little raw from not speaking for so long. "He saw me at the mall, and that's why I rushed to get out of there" to calm yourself you rubbed the child that was laying on you hair.
"You should've told me, I coulda beat his ass" Rin said which made you laugh. "What did he do?" Back to being serious he questioned you, his hand rubbing your knee.
"He was always mean, but I just thought that was his personality. Until we had sex he started to get protective and aggressive, he only hit me once and I left him that very night."
"If my momma ever taught me anything it was neva give a nigga too many chances, two strikes and yo ugly ass is stuck'" you mocked your mother's accent and voice.
'Can't wait to meet her' he thought.
"What's his name?" Spreading his legs to sit more comfortable, he watched as his sister started to squirm in her sleep. "You might know him, since he also plays volleyball. And your gonna do something stupid so I'm not telling you."
"Fine." He gave up rather quick, secretly cause he knew he had his own ways to figure it out anyway. "Guess I can open up to you too" he pushed his hands into his pockets.
"About the whole dad thing, Rae wasn't alive when it happened but he also put his hands on my mom. Being the stupid kid I was I tried to protect my moms and ran to hit him. Long story short fucker blacked my eye"
"Had to lie to the teacher and my friends that I fought some middle schooler, to still look cool or whatever" he laughed before letting out a deep exhale. "Personally I hate him so does my mom but Rae doesn't and I don't want to traumatize her with the story"
He started to push her bangs out of her face. "Still feel like a shit brother. Not a person to look up to or to run too when she's in trouble" her nose scrunched up when he plucked at her forehead. Turning in her sleep she held onto you tighter.
"You're a good brother, Rin" he stood up to pick them girl up, prying her away from you. "Yeah, she says that too" smiling at his sisters face before she started to slob on his arm.
He almost dropped her and yelped when he felt the saliva on him but sucked it up and brung his sinling to bed.
"Yuck. Now I gotta shower" he said while jogging up the stairs, you followed behind him, and helped open her bedroom door.
"Wanna join me?"
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