2 months later****
I am taking Lacee over to Danielle and Liams house, since they are the God parents. They want to watch her for us, so Harry and I can go to a dinner. I have been a slut these past two months.
I have been sleeping with Zayn a lot. Also I have been falling more and more in love with him. And more in love with Harry. I really need to stop seeing Zayn, but it's hard. He treats me well.
As does Harry, but we are back to arguing. Not as much as before but some. We always argue about baby stuff. He had been so lazy and not wanting to help me. For instance, in the middle of the night I am the only one getting up to feed her or to change her diaper and he just lays there sleeping. I wish I could get that kind of sleep.
We arrived and Liams house and walked in. Danielle ran up to me and taking Lacee. I said hi to her newest addition Jack. He was super cute and my God-Son.
"Have fun tonight Sel!"
"I will! Thanks so much for watching her."
"No problem doll! Love you!"
"Love you more Dani!"
Harry and I got back into the car and drove to Red Lobster. I am very excited for tonight. Me and Harry need this time more then any body right now. We really need to love each other right now and not fall apart again. We got to our reserved table by the fireplace and ordered our wine.
"What are you eating hun?" Harry asked
"I'm just going to get Lobster with mash potatoes. How about you?"
"Same thing as you."
We ordered our food and made small conversation. We ate and then payed. We drove to Liams house and picked up our sleeping angel.
We got home and put Lacee in her crib. She was sound asleep. Harry kissed her forehead goodnight and we walked down the hall I our bedroom. We sat in bed talking.
"When do you want to get married?" Harry asked.
"Whenever you want baby. Whenever you propose we will go from there. But honestly there's no rush."
"Sel there is a rush. I want you to be Mrs. Styles as soon as you can be. I love you. Do you love me?"
"Harry are you serious I love you so much. I am so thankful for what you have given me. I am thankful for our life together."
"And me as well. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want you and I to die in each others arms. I love you so much Sel. And I have come a far way trying to prove myself to you. I have been trying so hard because I love you and I never want to lose you like I did before. I never thought I would get you back, and I am very lucky that you took me back and now I am right by your side. Can you see that I am trying?"
"Yes of course I do. And that's why I want us to get married! Hopefully by next year." I said winking
"I'll see what I can do." He said kissing my cheek goodnight.
Harry was sound asleep in 10 minutes. And I laid in bed for hours sorting out my life and thinking. I am in such a bad place and it's so hard to chose what I want. Who I want to be with and what I want to do in my life. I hope it all turns our perfect.
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Short update! Hope you guys read this book and love it. It has been a journey for me and very hard to write this. It is kinda sad that this book is almost over. Thanks for sticking by me and reading this book! Thanks to everyone that voted and read on! I love you all very much! 💜💜
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Random"I thought you said that you wouldn't forget me!" I said through the tears. "I'm sorry!" He said, I backed away and left "I'm forgotten"
