It's been 1 week. One week without my love. I am so lonely. I miss him dearly. I only have my self and the dogs. I only have talked to Harry two times since he's been gone. It sucks!
I miss his voice. The way he smells and even his dimply smile. Oh God all I think about is the little curly hair boy. The ringing of my phone took me away from my thoughts. It was Harry. He wanted to FaceTime!
"Hey baby!" I said answering and smiling so bright.
"Hey love! You look so beautiful! I miss you so much!" he said smiling into the camera.
"Aw thanks Harry. How's the tour going so far?"
"It's been great! The fans are amazing! They are so dedicated. It's crazy how much love they have for us! No wonder why we love touring! We get to see our beautiful fans faces."
"Aww Harry! The fans love you boys so much! Because you guys are always there for them and you even save some of their lives. It may seem like they are annoying sometimes but that's because they want to meet their idols and thank you!"
"Yea I know! I wish I could say thank you to each and everyone of them and sit down and have a conversation with them."
"That would he so amazing! They would love that! You boys should plan something! And surprise the fans one day!"
"Yea! So how is everything?"
"It's good the dogs are getting big. But I miss you so much." I said
"I know I miss you too."
We talked for about ten more minutes and he had to go for the show.
I walked into our bedroom and walked over to my night stand, I wanted chocolate and I always hide it there. When I opened the drawer there was letter and a new box of chocolates. With a little gift.
"Hey Sel. So I am missing you so much. You have no clue. You have been in my life for five years and I wouldn't want any other girl then you. You make my life complete. When ever you smile or laugh it reminds me Everytime of why I fell in love with you. I am extremely thankful to have you as my girlfriend. Maybe one day we will even get married. I have never loved someone this much. You are my life and my world. I love you more then I love myself. It's crazy how much I love you. I will never be able to show you how much I do.
I'm sorry for everything I have caused these past couple months. I am a really shitty boyfriend at sometimes. I'm sorry to put you through all the pain I ever put you through and I am so sorry for the hurtful words I have ever said. I just was in a bad place and I do not know why. Maybe it was because of the tour coming up and the thought of leaving you again kinda scared me.
I can't wait for our future together. We will have an extraordinary life. I will give you what I can. I am sorry about not having kids, but it's just something I do not want in life. I hope you will forgive me one day.
I love you so much Selena. And I am missing you everyday. You are the best thing to ever happen to me. Just to see your face brightens up my day. Your my sunshine. Your my berry and I'm the straw. Your the egg to my plant. Your the key to my heart and I would never ever in my whole life want to lose you.
Love always, Harry xoxoxo"
I cried reading the letter. He is the best boyfriend in the world and I regret everything bad I ever said to him.
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Forgotten (harlena)
Random"I thought you said that you wouldn't forget me!" I said through the tears. "I'm sorry!" He said, I backed away and left "I'm forgotten"
