4 months later****
Harry and I have been super great! We haven't been fighting nor cheating. I feel like what happened, happened for a reason. It's only made my and Harry's love for eachother stronger.
Today I was going to the fertility doctor with Harry. We were gonna find out if I am ok to have babies, since when I was 16 the doctor told me I may not be able to have kids. But my cervix could change.
We were waiting in the lobby and I was nervous. I was tapping my leg up and down. A normal habit I do when I'm nervous. And I was a little shakey.
"Sel are you ok?" Harry asked grabbing my hand.
"Yes." I said.
"Your shaking and tapping your leg which you never do until your nervous."
"I know. I am a little because you know how I feel about kids."
"I know you want kids really bad at a young age but not me so much."
"Harry can we just discuss this later please?"
"Yea sure." He said letting out a deep breath.
The nurse called me back and we walked through the doctors office. We got to the room and I sat on the examining table. I was nervous still. I guess Harry saw I was still shaking and he got up to hug me.
The doctor came in and told me to lay down. He stuck the camera up me. It showed my cervix on the screen.
"So Selena your all clear to have babies!"
"Oh my god! Are you serious! Harry this is great!" I said smiling over at him.
"It is." He said smiling at me.
We left the doctors office and got home. I really want to have a kid soon. If I can't convince Harry to have one with me right now when will he want too?
We walked in the house and I sat down on the couch. I wanted to talk to Harry about kids. Maybe I can change his mind.
"Harry.."
"Yes my love." He said sitting next to me and rubbing my knee.
"So um.. How do you feel about a baby?"
"Well, depends on when you want to have one."
"Like this year we start trying."
"Selena. Hell no. We are only 19 and 20. Your crazy. "
"Harry im not crazy! I want a family with you."
"Why so young?"
"Because I feel like if we don't have a kid together you will leave me."
"Why would you even think that?"
"Because Harry, I feel like you are putting up an act to just get some right now."
"I'm not doing that! What the hell Sel!"
"Yes you are! I feel like you don't even love me anymore and your cheating on me."
"But I'm not. Sel I love you and only you. I couldn't picture my life without you."
"Really? Should I believe that?"
"Yes you should I love you." He said kissing me.
"So does that mean we can have a kid soon? Please give me something in life I want." I said smiling
"We will see." He said brushing my cheek and going to get a shower.
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Forgotten (harlena)
Random"I thought you said that you wouldn't forget me!" I said through the tears. "I'm sorry!" He said, I backed away and left "I'm forgotten"
