The Sun

First sunny day

Rest of the day passed very unexpectedly. I don't know should I be happy for it or not because maybe I was imagined it this way since even i reached there.

Well , I had wonderful time with the family of my mother's loved one. This was supposed to be this way right?
Aunt bela is a very plain person with love and  affections, her heart just filled with motherhood softness  and lord knows that how  was i so needed by it ,  even  more than a full plate of good food or a comfortable bed with a soft blanket.
She took  care of me. She took care every little thing of me that was I missing from my mom or for by anyones. And that make me melt in my deep . Really i wasn't this kind of comfort zone   since long time.

And those two little twins brother, their little cute embarrassing moment when they jum to me and glance at me in real childish looks .
I forgot that even i was just so recklessly uncomfortable in  last week for the thought of being here in with around kids . I'm not very friendly with kids or full of people.
But this  little family makes me wrong. I actually like here being with near at the kid's or Jessica's wildness. I don't even mind founding my self smiling at them more often than I userly do.
That's something.. umm . Cool I guess.

But one thing is bothering me .
One thing that i can't stop thinking but do nothing about it .

It's David.

Yes. He is on my mind when I'm facing him and when he is not even around.
Everything is the right way that  i imagined before but only David's imagination falls wrong.
He is so different and far away from my sight that I fairly not comfortable with.
Well what you ask  from your old sweet best friend?
When you  guys reunion ? A good hug , a warm smile , lots of past memorization and lots of fun and emotional moments and expectations right?
But I get nothing from him without just little greetings .
Well definitely he is now way different than the past . Sweet.  Kind . Funny.  And soft hearted David now is out of definition.
And this only thing here making me sad and disappointed.
This is could be more better.  From devid.
I deserve better .

I let out my long breath and looking straight forward to the road. This old Jeep car is nice and I don't think I'm doing any wrong to drive it. My uncle has the same quality jeep so  I'm very known to it.

"You need to turn left now "  says Jessica.

I give a quick glance to her . Her hair is so messy that makes her so funny look. But seems she doesn't even care . And i like the way she is.

The morning sun shining on the side of the road and it's a very lovely day to start my uni but before I go there I need to take Jessica to her school.
And I'm on the driving seat going to the school.
New place, new road . Little  shiver running through my spine. I'm being excited.

When I stop the jeep near to the school signboard , I got big eyes .
Well. The school is very big and all around the students are gathering.  They nice looking and clean.

" Thanks for the ride Jul "  Suddenly Jessica lean to me and give a kiss on my cheek.

I stop for a second, looking at her smiley face.

Well I don't used to this.
Being the only child of your parents sometimes it's makes you feel awkward you know?
Like right now I don't know what to do with Jessica. I don't have the experience of being lovely with siblings.

" Yea.. umm . No worries "  I managed to say something.

" Haha .. you are so innocent Jul "

She shake her head in a way and that makes me more uncomfortable.

And did she just gave  a nick name ? That's sweet.

" Have a good time " I murmured .

She putting her school bag on her arm .