The Sun

Sad or Happy

David

"Why are you becoming this careless!!!"

Her loudy voice just blust into my ear . Harshly. like flowing lava.

On our living room.
All the persons are just frozen , i can feel.
This is bad.
It's not the first time that  i made her angry
but  this time . I made her very dangerously.

Her eyes just go wilder and then in a moment
My right face  burn for a second.

The sound of the slap right front of my ear .
She breathing heavily with her rage.
eyes filled with disguste.

I couldn't look at her anymore , silently stepping  forward to passing her like nothing just happened.

Feelings hotness on my cheek.
feeling a pair of blue eyes looking at me with horrifying face.
She is shaking.
Her thin but stong body is very noticeable. And she is all most wet. Her jacket is deeply shades by mark of the  rain.
Oh this isn't very good for welcoming moment to a guest. 

Something making me feel uncomfortable.
I press my lips together .
Why even I care !  Foolish!

When I'm in the  middle of the stairs . Way to my room .
I head my little brother is screaming out loud  And then another sharp little voice just join to the sound too .
Well. My siblings couldn't stand to the moment when mom slapping me or yelling at me.
But poor them,  that is very common moment in our house.
I'm not that good brother or son
and also  umm ...  a friend.

Something flash into my eye.
A very beautiful girl . deep brown hair.  Bright ocean eyes.
Looking at me . Smiling.

"You are my best friend David. I love you very much. "

She is syaing. Her eyes full with affections and believes.

I shake my head. Slammed the room door behind me .
Throw the  jacket somewhere in the corner of my dark room.
Very angry. 
Very disturb.
She is not suppose to be here.
She shouldn't see her childhood best friend's face now. This is not that innocent sweet childhood moments anymore .
Everything has changed now.
But  in deep down in my heart
I know. She doesn't deserve to see me this way. 
That way.
Even life has gone long far away from the moment when i  saw Juliette last time.

Juliette

When I open my eyes. First thing that I'm seeing an unknown white ceiling.
Little shade of sunlight making a beautiful  draw there.
I'm Blinking hard.
And then, these bird sounds.  lot's of birds singing rhythms. Just sounding so beautiful in my ear. This is not I'm used to hear.

Suddenly I pull myself up from the bed .
eyes are wild open.
Remembering everything from yesterday to now.
Standing to my parents  grave. Saying a quick promise to them that I will take care of myself.
My uncle giving me goodbye hug to the train station.

And then I'm arriving to this new city.

A new David comes.
Very tall. Very good looking and very unknown.
Looking at me . Feelingless. Annoyed.

His stupid red car. That stupid rain drops all around me.

And then, oh Shit!

Aunt bela slapping hard to his son face. After seeing all wet me , on her house, in the  living room.
Infront of me. And I just come there  few moments ago.

"Lord, help me ! "

I cover my face with my hands. My messy hair fall down through to my  forehead.
Oh crab!
Who wants kind of welcoming? So embarrassing. Shit my luck ! One by one this is keep happening.