The Sun

Sad or Happy

David

"Why are you becoming this careless!!!"

Her loud voice just blust into my ear . Harshly. like flowing lava.

On our living room.

All the persons are just frozen , i can feel.This is bad.

It's not the first time that  i made her angry
but  this time . I made her very angry.

Her eyes just go wilder and then in a moment
My right face  burn for a second. I know already what's comming next.

The sound of the slap right front of my ear .
She breathing heavily with her rage.

And the worst thing is I'm not even mad  about it. Why does the slap making me calm down even , like I needed it .

I couldn't look at her anymore , silently stepping  forward to passing her like nothing just happened.

Feelings hotness on my cheek.
feeling a pair of  eyes looking at me with horrifying face.

She is shaking. Our eyes meets for a second.

Her thin but strong body is very noticeable. And she is all most wet. Her jacket is deeply shades by the mark of the  rain.
Oh this isn't very good for welcoming moment to a guest.  she Awkwardly standing there .

Something making me feel uncomfortable. It making me small inside my heart
I press my lips together .

Why even I care !  Foolish!

When I'm in the  middle of the stairs . Way to my room .
I head my little brother is screaming out loud  And then another sharp little voice just join to the sound too .
Well.
My siblings couldn't stand to the moment when mom slapping me or yelling at me.
But poor them,  that is very common moment in our house.
I'm not that good brother or son
and also  umm ...  a friend.

Something flash into my eyes
.
A very beautiful girl . deep brown hair.  Bright dark eyes.
Looking at me . Smiling.

"You are my best friend David. I love you very much. "

She is syaing. Her eyes full with noble love and believes.

I shake my head. Like I want to shake it off from my head.

Slammed the room door behind me .
Throwing the  jacket somewhere in the corner of my dark room.

Annoyed. Very disturb.

She is not suppose to be here.but she is here and that's makes me restless. Even
She shouldn't see her childhood best friend's face now.

This is not that innocent sweet childhood moments anymore .
Everything has changed now.
But  in deep down in my heart
I know. She doesn't deserve to see me this way. 
That way.
Even life has gone long far away from the moment when i  saw Juliette last time.

Juliette

When I open my eyes. First thing that I'm seeing an unknown white ceiling.

Little shade of sunlight making a beautiful  draw there.
I Blinking twice for clear my vision...

And then,
these bird sounds that catch me.

lot's of birds singing rhythms. Just sounding so beautiful in my ear. This is not I'm used to hear.

Suddenly I pull myself up from the bed .
eyes are wild open.
Remembering everything from yesterday to now.
Standing to my parents  grave. Saying a quick promise to them that I will take care of myself.
My uncle giving me goodbye hug to the train station.