It's hard to stay [EXO Kris fanfic]

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You didn't know what to do. You couldn't say something because you feared what the members would do, but you couldn't just let Suho and YiFan fight in the middle of the room.

"Yahhhh, Suuuhoooo" Luhan finally spoke to break the tension in the room. "It said in the application that the photographer would be living with us... and besidesss we can't just kick her out now, SM would surely find out and then the fans."

He said while pointing at you and YiFan. "Who else knew this?" Suho asked. Tao, Lay, Chanyeol, Xiumin, Chen, Kai and then YiFan raised their hands. "I think it will be interesting" Chanyeol says. "Oh?.." Suho responded.

"I mean other then that we barely know her, and that Kris obviously likes her, having a girl in the dorm wouldn't be that bad... You can cook right?" He looks to you but you were hiding behind YiFan because you were so shy.

"Yes sir..." you say softly. "Oh you don't need to call me sir" he says while laughing. His laughter just makes you more embarrassed. "Ok ok leave [y/n] alone you guys" YiFan finally spoke up.

He then grabs your hand softly and pulls you to a corner of the room. "Here" he hands you money. "I don't need this..." you try to give it back to him but he shuts you palms. "Keep it it's for a moving company to help you tomorrow" he then kisses your forehead and this makes the members go "Ahhhhh~~" you automatically start blushing and hug YiFan,  trying to hide you pink face in his chest.

"THANK YOU YIFAN OPPA" you yell into his chest to make sure that he could hear your muffled voice. He then grabs your waist and walks over to the door of the practice room.

"I'll text you tonight then?" He said as you let go of his waist. You smile at him and he opens the door and you walk out. That night when you got home you immediately started packing your stuff into boxes. You didn't have much because you weren't from around here. You finished with the kitchen and the living room and started on your bedroom when you stumbled onto a old box.

You were curious so you opened it to find old pictures of you and your parents when you were about 1. As you looked through the pictures you found one with you and your mother. Memories flashed through your head about the days where you would play with her in the yard or at the park, and how beautiful she was when she was young.

A lot of people told you that you looked like her. Even up to her last days she looked beautiful in you eyes. You then found a picture of her in a hospital bed with all these machines around her. You remembered the day she died and how it ruined your father.

How he was never the same after she left. Many memories of the times after she died went racing through your head, and all the abuse you suffered through during your school years.

This overwhelmed you and you started to cry and curled up in a ball on the floor. These memories couldn't leave your head. You blamed him for this. How you were never the same.

That's the reason you left you father. You were having a mental break down at this point. That's when you heard your phone ring.

It was YiFan. You picked it up but the only sound you could make was soabing. "[Y/N]?? Whats wrong??" You couldn't answer him due to your heavy crying. "[Y/N]!? WHERE ARE YOU??" You managed to tell him your address through your heavy soabs.

"I'll be there soon. Please hang on" he said and hung up. You hid you face in you knees and began to cry more. A few minutes later YiFan came through your door and crouched down and held you in his arms.

He rocked you back and forth to try and calm you down. He didn't say a word,  he nust held you close because it hurt him to see you like this You ended up crying your self to sleep in his arms on the floor of your apartment.