It's hard to stay [EXO Kris fanfic]

S I X T E E N

The next day was Monday so you expected to work. Although,  since your new job was to take pictures of exo, and they didn't have a schedule, you really had nothing todo. You took afew pictures of them around the dorm, but none you would turn in to SM. "Yah! [y/n]?" "Yes Luhan oppa?" You tried to be formal with them. "Tell me about yourself,  what do you like to do? Do you speak any other languages?" You looked at him confused to why he was asking this. "Well, I guess I could tell you, since we are somewhat roommates" he smiled. YiFan then walked into the room and sat down next to you. He quietly listened to you explain yourself to Luhan. "I don't really have any hobbies other than reading and listening to music. I can speak 4 languages." "Oh?!" He said in excitement. "Yah, Korean, Chinese,  Japanese and English" YiFan looked at you in astonishment. "Oh... my English isn't that good." "Well, I grew up in America" "Oh?! Why did you move to Korea?" You were hesitant in answering. You didn't want to tell him everything, even with YiFan there. It just hurt too much to bring up the past. "Ahh..." YiFan could tell you were struggling.  He put his hand in yours and intertwined his fingers. "I moved here for work" it wasn't all a lie. I mean you did move here to work at SM, somewhat. "That's kind of like us" Luhan looked at YiFan with a kind of serious face. YiFan looked like he knew what Luhan ment by this. "你说中国吗?" YiFan finally said. You smiled at him. "对" Chen then walked in and heard you speaking Chinese. "Ahhh~ don't tell me you guys are speaking chinese!" He whined.  You smiled at him "We are having a conversation" "oh really? Can you tell me what he asked you?" "He asked me if I speak Chinese and I said yes" he just looked at you. "Your more talented than me" then he left. "Don't mind Chen, he's had trouble learning Chinese" Luhan explained. "Why work for SM? There are many other places that would love your talent" "Well since SM is the biggest music company in Korea, I decided to apply for a low level desk job but it turns out there is so much work to do and I ended up staying late to finish my work" YiFan smiled at you. He then looked at Luhan "thats how I met her, we literally ran into eachother." You blushed as you remembered that night. "She was distracted and so was I and when we collided I knocked her over... I felt really bad" Luhan smiled at you both. "Well I hope you guys have a happy future" he then excused himself and left the room. You sighed. "What is it [y/n]? Your cheeks are bright red" you looked at him and got more embarrassed. "You know you can tell me anything" he then got closer and kissed you. You pulled back. "YiFan oppa! Not here..." you then hid your face in his chest to cover up your embarrassment. He laughed at you and got up, but enstead of leaving you he picked you up bridal style and carried you to your room. He walked past the members not caring if they saw or not. He closed the door with his foot and plopped onto your bed with you still his arms. "What about here?" He then kissed you again. This time you accepted it. After the kiss ended you both smiled at eachother. He then got off the bed and started to look around the room. You sat up and watched him. "You know, you can tell a lot about a person by looking at their stuff" "oh really? What can you tell from my things?" You asked playfully. "Well, there isn't much to loom through so I can tell you don't spend money on your self." You laughed at his comments. "You like to read as you said earlier because you have tons of books and" he paused as he looked through you closet. "Whats in here?" He pulled out the box you had stuffed in the back. He started to open it but you quickly got up and stopped him before he could look inside. Taking it and turning away from him. "Oh? Whats in there [y/n]?" You sighed heavily. He could tell you were uncomfortable talking about it but it didn't stop his curiosity. He wrapped his arms around you. "[y/n]?.." "I... I don't want to talk about it.." Your voice got a little hesitant maybe a little hostile. You still had to box in your arms. "You can tell me anything..." he whispered into you ear. You shut your eyes because tears were forming in your eyes. "I can't" you told him. "[y/n].." he still had his arms wrapped around you and his head resting on your shoulder. "Please leave" he was shocked and let go of you. "[y/n] did I do something wrong?" "No please leave" you voice was on the verge of sobs. You pushed him out of your room. "[y/n] Please!" "It's not you it's me" tears were flowing down your face as you shut the door on him and locked it. You slid down the door and hid your face in your knees and cried. "[y/n] please! Please don't do this to yourself!" He was pounding on the door. "I can help you! Just let me in..." you could hear him slide down the other side of the door. "Don't hurt yourself... please.." you could hear him start to cry. There was no getting around this.  Even if you stayed in here for the night. He would want to talk about it tomorrow. He would want to know why. You couldn't leave him out there crying either, the other members would question you too. So you slowly unlocked the door and opened it. YiFan immediately came in and held you on the ground. He hugged you tightly, almost squeezing the life out of you. "[y/n]... I'm sorry for what ever I did to make you feel this way. I never want you to feel this way again." "YiFan..." you both were sobbing messes. You sat there until you got you emotions together. "YiFan.." he looked at you still in his arms. "I... I want to tell you" "you don't have to [y/n].." "yes, but I want to.. I want to tell you everything but there's so much and I don't know where or how to start" "well, what about that box" he pointed at the box in the middle of the room. You took a deep breath and nodded. He let you go and you walked over to the box and opened it. Pulling out picture after picture. YiFan got up and sat next to you and watched you. "These.. these are my pictures,  they contain both good and bad memories" YiFan nodded as you explained each one. "This was when I was baby and when I first went to school and.." you paused "and this.. is my family" " your an only child?" "Ya.." he looked at the picture. "It's beautiful" "It was.." he looked at you confused as you gave him another picture. "That was my mother... after her treatment" your eyes got watery but you wiped them. "[y/n].. you don't have to tell me if you don't or if it hurts" "it's ok.." you continued with your story. "She fought hard, she told me that what ever happened, that she would always be with me... but she passed on my 8th birthday" YiFan pulled you close and hugged you for support. "My father... he tried to stop his pain by drinking" you tried to hurry the story before you broke down again. "He would come home every night, drunk... he wouldn't recognize me sometimes... and.. and he beat me and abused me" "[y/n]..." YiFan started to get watery eyes as he held you tight. "I couldn't move sometimes from all the bruises he would give me... I couldn't go to school... so when I turned 18.. i tryed multiple times to end my own life, but failed.. so I left.." you started to cry. "I left him there and got on a plane to Korea!" YiFan didn't speak.. he let you get it all out because he knew it hurt more to keep it in. "I couldn't stand it anymore.. the hiding and having no one to talk to... I thought that Korea would be better.. but I was still lonely.." "You're not anymore" He added "I wouldn't let you be lonely anymore.. I will always be with you no matter what. I'm sorry this had to happen to you.." he held you tightly against his chest. "I won't let you hurt anylonger.." he picked you up off the floor and placed you on the bed. He then got on it and held you tightly. You both fell asleep in eachothers arms.