dream journal || amvesia

april 5th (part 1)

ok so we went to like a different school like you now alternate universe type shit and we were going on a trip not like New York I think we were going somewhere over seas like the movies and a lot of people I know from like the camps it go to from summer are there and I saw some of my mutuals there and I went straight to the place where we had to meet up and one of my friends drove us and my youth group leader guy was like making sure we didn't crash bc I guess she was on her permit and when we got there I tried to call my mom to tell here to bring me my bags bc I didn't have them and I was panicking and then my phone apparently updated and there were a bunch of random new apps (literally there were plants and you know the bar thing at the bottom that hold your faves, you could put more than like 4 or 5 so there was like 30 and each time I scrolled it there were more and more new apps and they were plants and my phone has like 60 pages an it had like 10 apps on each page and I only actually owned 10 of them but they were all scattered all over the place and flo was not ok) and everything was out of order as at this part I was screaming every thing like I was in complete panic mode I was like "EVERY THINGS OUT PF ORDER!!! ITS OUT OF ORDERRR!!" and then I found the calling one and I when to call my mom but the update fucked that up too so everything was not ok and then so I was fucking freaking out an then out of nowhere jack showed up an was like chill bro and then he disappeared and then I woke up. it was kinda strange bc I was in the car and idk how he got in. maybe he was there the whole time I just didn't acknowledge his presence. but now I'm scared of ever updating my phone. like typing this is giving me anxiety like it hurts to remember this dream I'm shaking wth