His controller dies so I put mine down
Cesar: it's cool you can keep playing
"I don't wanna."
Cesar: then what do you wanna do.
"It doesn't matter to me"
Spooky: yo cesar outside.
Cesar: for what.
Spooky: a party bitch. What else. Lil hoe Lola here
Cesar: I don't wanna.
Spooky: whatever
He closes the door again and I just sit there cuz shit I don't know how to start "I wanna do stuff with you" conversations
Cesar: your relationship boring?
"It no longer exists so yea I guess"
Cesar: oh. That's sucky.
"I guess."
Cesar: you wanna talk about it?
"Not really. Wanna hangout with the rest of the people our age"
Cesar: not really.
"Can we try and then come back if it sucks"
Cesar: yea
So we leave his room and the santos our age and a bunch of girls are all in a circle so we sit down
Marco: whos the bitch
Cesar: not a bitch and her name is meia
Marco: whatever were playing fuck as long as you want or until spooky catches you
"Oh."
Marco: oh what you never fucked anybody.
"No"
Marco: shit I hope I get you then
I ignore him watching them spin the beer bottle and cesar grabs it spinning it and I watch wanting it to land on me. But it doesn't, he got some girl named raya. So I watch as he gets up and goes into the bathroom with her and he comes back after like 5 minutes mad about something
Cesar: you a whole pedo bitch
Raya: and how is that
Cesar: bro I'm 15 you're 19 and you jus grabbed my dick fuck off.
"I don't like this anymore"
Cesar: come on
We go back to his room closing the door and I sit closer to him than before looking at him
Cesar: what.
"Nothing."
So he leans in slowly, and I do the same, and we kiss. It was good. I don't know how he feels about it but I really liked it. So now we're sitting in awkward silence.
Cesar: Oscar probably wouldn't like this.
"Yea I know"
Cesar: did you like it.
"Yea. Did you?"
Cesar: yea.
"Cool."
Cesar: Cool.
So we sit there again with the awkward silence and spooky opens the door
Spooky: there's hella pizza if you're gonna stay in here then take two pies now.
"Ok."
Spooky: then get up.
"Can you get it for meeee please Oscaaaaar"
