(dedicated to the one, the only @JenoIsBabyBoi )
Dannie, oh my god DANNIE !! I love you with all my freaking heart. I was thinking, when I decided to write this, about those '100 reasons why I love you' things we wrote two years ago (WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS WHAT) and so came the inspiration to create this.
When we wrote those, we were just friends but now– now I get to call you my girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!! you have no idea how happy that makes me– getting to tell people I have a girlfriend. And, to be fair ofc, even if we never had a label, I would still call you mine. And I know we've spent nights talking about our relationship and stuff and there are more private things I want to say that would not be appropriate for a wattpad diary update– but lets be honest, a lot is still on the table even with that line drawn.
I just- I love you. I truly, honest to god, am ridiculously in love with you. I have trouble with my feelings, and understanding them sometimes (well, a lot of the time but I digress) yet when I think of you all that comes to mind is happiness. pure happiness. and love, of course. because you make me so freaking happy, Dannie. In ways I never thought I would be. I smile so much more when I talk to you, think about you, or even tell my friends about you and it just...I love it. and I Love you. and I don't say that lightly, I don't say it because its "something people say", I tell you I love you because its true. I remember when we first met, and you were having that big issue with....*cough* y'know... and I remember we said how we didn't want to overuse "I love you" in fear it would get worn out– and I still stand by that. Which is why I want to remind you every single day of how much you mean to me.
I didn't think having some random ass eighth-grader calling us "not couple-y enough" would be the final thing that made us "official" but alas, we are basically a walking wattpad story (read: lemon boy chenji) so why are we surprised? idk but I think its Kinda funny that that was the nail on the head that did it.
I love you, and everything about you, and everything you do. and I don't think I'll ever really stop- even if things go south (which I hope to any and every god in the universe that it doesn't because tbh Im quite scared to lose you at this point), I won't stop loving you. I love how I can write essay long character analysis' with you, even if said characters are from different universes (read: giorno and schlatt). I love how understanding you were with my little nomin/OC moment the other day, even if our views were a bit different. I love how you come to talk to me about the most random things when you know I won't understand, but I'll listen (or well, read) every word you say because im interested and I want to know more.
I love your passion, and your dedication, and your honesty in everything you do. I love the art you make, the way you talk about your interests, the references you make. I love how you try and understand my interests when I give you jojo quizzes– or how we still will sometimes ask each other "pick a number 8-23, odd numbers only" and then leave with a smile. I love how we joke with each other– sure, maybe that kid said we were being mean but bestie...they're 12 like....what do you want us to do?
for the record: we are sarcastic and were literally not being mean. we were answering questions and helping them meet new people like...bestie what was that?
and I love how you love me, because I know we're always on the same page...and If I'm ever scared that we aren't, I know I can talk to you about it and that you'll listen and we'll get through it. And I love that I met you, and I love that you'll be my streamer sugar mommy and I love that I'll be your English teacher milf wife and it's fantastic and I genuinely do actually want to 1000% live with you in the future...in a tiny little apartment wherever because goddamn it I love you.
And I want to keep loving you because you're hands down the best thing thats happened to me in years. sure, I got abandoned by mean old ladies and shit, but I have you and you and I are talking and when we aren't I'm okay because I know you're still here for me even at 4am on a Tuesday when I'm listening to na Jaemin's 'woooooow' on repeat and crying because we love each other and thats what we do.
I love what we do, and how we act and how we think and I love everything about us. I love everything that makes up us. I love you, and you love me and I love me and I hope to gods that you love you, because Dannie you are so deserving of love. You are deserving of compassion and love and care and the entire fucking world would be yours if I could make it so.
You are the Mista to my Giorno, the the Caesar to my Joseph (thats the other blonde Italian in part 2), and ofc the classic: the Chen to my ji.
I love you and all your names and characters and stories and artworks and passions and everything about what makes Dannie, Dannie.
yeah okay
that was sappy
but true- and, for the record, I don't expect anything in return. I never will, because I love you and if you need like..idk space or smth, I will plan your funeral and presume you to be dead but I will understand <3
okay bye
I love you.
