Fate Be Told

Prologue

"Fck it Jace! I told you already! Hindi na kita mahal!"

"Baby please"

I stiffened nang maramdaman ko ang haplos niya. He was crying. His eyes are bloodshot, his lips were cut due to the impact of my brother's fist.

"Love, it was a mistake! I didn't do it!"

Then who did! Ayoko na! Pinipilit kong kunin ang mga braso ko sa pagkakahawak niya. He is trying to embrace me but I am trying to not to fall again to his tricks. It's been years! I thought okay na ako. I thought wala na! But I'm still stuck in this hell.

"Baby please. Come back to me"

"Let go Jace."

"No! I won't. I will never! You left me once, you can't do it again! I will never let you go!

And maybe I sucked up to his remaining kindness left in his entirety, he pulled me closer to him. I can feel his lips pressed onto mine. Tongue guiding mine. Hands caressing my back.

I felt weak. I felt powerless. Uulit na naman ako. Andito na naman ako sa patibong nato.

He guided me onto his sofa. Hindi ko alam kung anong nakain ko at kung bakit ako pumunta sa kanila. I just wanted to check something. I just wanted to check my feelings for him. I just want to clear my head. But then, here I am, sharing kisses with the person I loved the most.

"You won't leave me. I won't let you"- he said huskily.

"I hate you"- tanging naging sagot ko. wala na akong nagawa. His hands are in my tummy already, touching and caressing it. Paakyat hanggan sa aking dibdib. Wala na akong maisip. He is clouding my judgement.

"You are mine"- and with that, the mighty Martha got caught again with his traps.

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