"I'm ready now."
"hello, I'm calling you... and you didn't pick up again, like yesterday. you don't answer my calls anymore, but I don't blame you. I'd never blame you, you'll never do wrong in my eyes."
"I'm rambling again aren't I? I'll stop doing that."
"anyways, today is day one of ten for my apologies to you. I've been holding off from doing this for so long, I wasn't ready. but I am now."
"I think I want to start off by saying I'm sorry for not taking your plant obsession seriously. I know you always wanted to stop and look at the plants, especially the succulents that older gentleman used to sell at the corner of 50th street."
"I started growing my own plants now... just for you. I was hoping you'd come and see them for yourself one day. you'd love them."
"that's everything for today, I'll talk to you tomorrow. I love you, always."
my dear.
