I've been trying to change and start a new life, trust me I have, but being only 18 and already having to run from your past is hard, especially if your past is known literally around the world. I finally had some sense knocked into me and now I'm b...
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I always hated school, so many rules and shit. Don't even get me started with the other students either, especially the ones who think they're better than everyone else around them. If I wanted to, I could be one of those kids but I'd rather not. Tormenting people that I know who won't do a single thing back to me, just sounds plain dumb. While I was getting into my car and driving off to school, made me more irritable by the second. Then finally arriving didn't make anything better.
"Damn bro look at the new girl pullin' up" I heard some weird dude say to his friend.
"Ew but the way she dresses though, the fuck is that?" some girl said laughing to her friends.
Wow, me not fighting is definitely gonna be hard. Not even five minutes into my first day and I already feel like knocking a bitch out. I decided to put in my airpods and just kept walking to the main office wanting to see my schedule.
"Hi my name is Amy Monroe, It's my first day and I'm here to pick up my schedule." I told the administrator.
"Ah yes Ms. Monroe here you go, have a nice first day." She said with a smile.
"Thanks" I said while heading off to my first class, which turned out to be math.
"Alright everyone let's give a warm welcome to our new student, Amy Monroe. Be nice, show her around, get her comfortable with our school. Ms. Monroe my name is Mr. Spindler, feel free to ask me questions. And if you need help just let me know but you can just find a seat anywhere. There's no assigned seating." My math teacher said, a bit too perky for a guy if you ask me.
"Ayo boys, this the chick I saw this morning in the parking lot I was tellin' y'all about. Hey baby lemme show you around." Ugh great, that weirdo from this morning is here, I'm definitely going to the other side of the class.
"No thanks, but I think I can manage to find my way around this tiny school." I told him with a very fake smile, however I don't think he got the hint.
"Nah baby I gotchu, I'm just trynna lend a helping hand to a friend." He responded with a very cringy wink. All I did was sigh and wish for school to end so I can go home.
After School
My first day wasn't so bad, it wasn't the best, but I managed. I dealt with the same shit in all my classes, I met my teachers and classmates then either some dude tried hitting on me or I caught a bitch talking shit about me while I was doing my work. This year is gonna be hell for me having to pretend I'm an innocent sweetheart, when all I can think about is bashing these idiots' heads in. I didn't even get the names of anyone yet but then again, it's not like I actually care enough to know it.
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When I got home, I went straight to my exercise room. Almost immediately I put on my wrist wraps and let my punching bag have it.
After a few hours of imagining the faces of those idiots from school I finally got bored, so I showered and made myself some dinner.
*RING* *RING* I got an incoming call from one of my brothers, Andrew.
"Hey D" I said when I answered.
"Hey babez, How have you been ?" He asked curiously.
"The same as I would've been if I was home. Just surrounded by more loneliness and a bit less danger" He laughed at my response.
"We miss you babez, mom and dad have been freaking out since you left yenno" he said after a short pause.
"I miss you guys too and I wish you guys were here but I'm sorry, that kind of life just isn't for me. I'm tired of always having to look over my shoulder and fearing that I'm gonna get kidnapped or arrested." I said with a shaky voice and teary eyes.
"I know babez, maybe this will finally make mom and dad wanna stop all this shit and try to be a normal family but only time will tell." He replied.
"Look I gotta go, call me or any of the others if you need our help. It was good hearing from you babez, I love you" He continued.
"Okay, I love you too. Bye" and with that, the phone call ended.
After I finished eating, I headed up to my room and crashed out on my bed. Definitely despising the thought of going through more bullshit tomorrow.
