The Outsider Imagines: 2

Imagine: If Johnny was Pony - Part 4

Part 4 of 4...

     I layed in the bed.I hate it here.I wanted to go home but not matter how much I ask the nurses and doctors alway say no.Darry and Soda have been staying at the hospital 24-7.It was late at night and the pain was worse than ever.At times it was hard to breath so i had to take slow quiet breaths.I couldn't talk that much either.I decided to use the strength i had to write a letter.I felt my time was ending.

1 hour later...

     I was thinking deeply about everything that happened.I sighed.Just then Dally and Johnny walked into the room.Soda and Darry were here, they stepped out of the room so I could be alone with them (they did not participate in the rumble).
 
    "Hey buddy, we won, we beat the socs, they started running out of the lot like babies!," Dally said happily.He put his hand on my arm.I turned to him.He had bruises, so did Johnny.
    "Mmm, good job, but fighting won't do any good, socs will be socs and greasers will still be greasers," I said.He smiled.
    "Yeah, you're right," He said. "Were proud of your buddy, we all are,".I smiled.I felt my breath slipping away.I remember the poem i said to Johnny.I pulled him closer to me.
     "Stay Gold Johnnycake, Stay Gold," I said...

Johnny's POV

     "Stay Gold Johnnycake, Stay Gold," Pony said.Then he stopped breathing.It was like his body got heavier.He sank into the pillow under his head.I started crying.I saw Dally cry, for the first time.
     "No, Pony, no, not yet, no man...SO THIS IS WHAT YOU GET!THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR HELPING PEOPLE!," Dally said.He stood up and punched the wall.Just then Soda and Darry ran into the room.They ran to Pony.They were both bawling their eyes out.Dally ran out of the room.He was gonna blow...

     "NO!PONYBOY NO!COMMON WE NEED YOU!," Soda yelled as he hugged his dead body.Darry tried to pull him off of Pony but he wouldn't let go.
     "Oh Ponyboy..no..no...no," Darry said.He got Soda off Pony.Soda and Darry hugged.
     "No Darry, what are we gonna do without him," Soda cried.Darry shook his head.
     "I don't know buddie...we lost him like mom and dad!," Darry cried.I ran out of the room crying.

I'm not going to write about Dally dying cause it's all the same except it would be a few days later, and Johnny wouldn't get sick (like Pony did). 

Johnny's POV

     I sat in Ponys room at his desk.I missed him so much.I missed Dally too.I don't know how i'm going to do it without them.I started to cry.After Ponyboy died the nurse gave me Gone with the wind.He told her to give it to me if he died.I've been too nervous to read it.Not wanting to do it without him.I knew he was with me (in my heart) so i decided to open the book where we had left off.A piece of paper fell out.I opened it and looked it up a down.There was a message for each of us (the gang) on it, and even on for Cherry Valance.I cut each one out and put them on the table.So I could give them to the people they were written to...

Letters...

Dear Johnny,

    I hate that I even have to write this to you.I wish I was still there with you.I know that I miss you.You are my best friend Johnny and I love you.You are strong and smart even tho it might not seem like it, you are.Don't ever stop being you.Even tho im not alive I will always be by your side.But you still have Dal.I know he will be there for you when you need him.He loves you Johnny, he won't say it but he does.He loves all of us.I finally figured out what that poem met, it meant when your young your gold, green, your innocent, and that's what you are, so they that way Johnny.Stay gold.

Ponyboy Curtis

Dear Darry,

     I know sometimes we didn't get along, and we fought.But even threw everything I've said and done, I still love you.You will always be my brother even when your like our father, your my brother.Im so thankful for everything you've done and sacrifice for me and Soda.Your gonna have a good life.Your a hard worker.Just don't work too hard.Love you, don't be too hard on Soda, or yourself.

Ponyboy Curtis

Dear Soda,

     Hey Sodie.I know you're probably really sad right now.I know I would be if I lost my brother.I love you.You are the best brother.Just keep being you, and your gonna have a great life.And don't worry about Sandy, I know you loved her but if she can't wise up and love you back that's her loss.I know you will find yourself a women as good or even better than her.I know I may be gone in your eyes, but I'm still with you and always will be.

Ponyboy Curtis

Dear Dally,

     Hey Dal.I know you never said it, or tried to show it, but you did.I know you love me, and the rest of the gang too.And i love you too.Im gonna miss you and when me you and Johnny would hang out.Take a look at the sunrise/sunset, you would like it.Take it easy, and stay out of trouble.Im always with ya.

Ponyboy Curtis

Dear Two Bit,

     Hey Two, I know we arent as close as me and Johnny but we were real good buddies, and I love ya man.Just keep being you, the real you's amazing.Im always gonna be with you watching mickey on tv!Stay outta trouble!

Ponyboy Curtis

Dear Steve,

     I know you probably didn't like me much but I love you Steve.Sodas gonna need you right now, so be there for him as much as you can.Keep doing you, and being a crackhead!I'll be watching ya.

Ponyboy Curtis

The end of that series I hope y'all liked that...ik I cried a lot!