i'll always love you ~ a collection of poetry

you hold me here where i can't choose

 ~ to TK, the boy who said hello and said goodbye without speaking a word ~

You said, I'd tell you if I knew but I don't know.
You didn't see that you had crossed a line I'd pushed away.
And I kept myself together, didn't scream No!
You don't understand that we could never be this way.

You made your decision,
So stand. Hold it true
Don't make this a collision.
No us. Me and you!

And I made my decision.
I want to hold it high,
Since you've ruined my vision,
I've had to say goodbye.

So. You think you're in charge of this?
It's not gonna be me that you're gonna kiss.
All of the times you dismissed,
Were telling you it's her I miss.

And you should know that this is my mentality.
I know life enough to accept my mortality.
I know that you don't notice rationally,
But I'm only feeling good when you are happy.