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frustrated yet again

So like always, I was reading a fan fiction that was honestly awesome, I was LOVING it. honestly very good. 

But like always, yet again, harry fuckked up. I know they weren't dating, but that doesn't fucking matter when you have admitted your feelings for someone. for me it feels like you ARE cheating. because to cheat you only need feelings, not an agreement to be dating.

So yeah, he slept with idk how many fucking girls, even if it was just one, I don't give a fuck. I of course stopped reading because that is one hell of a way to ruin a good book. what a waste honestly.

I mean, if she gave him a really fucking hard time after that then id be okay, but she straight out forgive him after he was in a coma?! like NO, that's not how it works. 

Im just so upset and mad and crying and frustrated and I hate that fucking stupid books get to me like this, but I just really hate when harry does things like that because it GETS to ME. I feel like im going through that, and then the main character is STUPID enough to just forgive him like that? like PLEASE have some self respect. 

she was supposed to have trust issues, but he does this, and they trust issues out the window and she trusts him blindly, IM SORRY sweety BUT THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS. 

and it makes me fucking mad that the story had to be ruined. I know each author has a way of writing the stories they want to write, but please write some characters with respect for thzmeslebves as well as resilience, because all I see are easily manipulated stupid characters, and I am definitely NOT here for it.

anyways I won't say the name of the book for obvious reasons, just know that I don't plan on knowing the ending, because even if its happy or sad, its already messed up and not worth it for me.

BYEEEEE.