Italian Boss

Chapter Fifteen

* Lorenzo's point of view. *

Lorenzo,

If you are reading this, it means that I know I won't make it.

While writing this letter to you, I wished I would of returned home with you and our little girl... Aubrey. Yes, I named her Aubrey. I hope you don't mind. I was hoping to make it through delivery to go home as a family and throw this piece of paper away. But I guess that's not what life planned things out to be.

I have a few things I want you to do for me, will you? I have a rather long list, sorry honey.

I know this must be hard for you. I couldn't imagine losing you in such a way. But maybe you are stronger than me. I know you will come out of this and be a stronger man. If not for you or me do it for our daughter.

I wasn't your life and we haven't known each other very long. Least I can say I was part of your life. Our daughter is now a part of your life now too. You have to be there for her, Lorenzo. She needs her daddy now you are all she has. You must love her enough as a mother and a father.

She is just a new born most likely very small from being a preemie baby. When she grows up and asks about me, tell her I loved her too. I loved her more than my life that I gave it to her. Will you tell her that for me, please...?

Please don't cry for when I die because I'm not going anywhere. I will be there with you, always. Just look at our daughter you have part of me with her. The only difference is you won't see me you will see yourself as well. I will always watch over you... I will protect you from any women who throw them selfs and attack your hot body of yours.

You are allowed to choose another partner in your life again. Find love again. Marry again. Maybe give our little angel more siblings so she won't feel alone at times. I want you to move on without any guilt.

Our next life?

I'll be waiting to meet you again in your office for an interview, so we can start all over again.

I love you so so much Lorenzo. I wish we would of met sooner to have spent more time with each other...

I wish more than anything to raise our little girl together. To have a house full of children to watch them grow up while we grow old together.

I wished I could of been there beside you and see us grow old but more in love.

Actually I wouldn't care if we ended up like this every single time. Knowing I get you as my lover an best friend with Aubrey.

Thank you for giving me the best 8 months of my life. It's really how long I've known you and got to fall in love with you. Those 8 months felt like years to me... Precious years to me.

I want to keep writing since this is the last time we will speak again. I guess everything must come to an end at some point.

Some sooner than later...

I love you.

Ariana

I just stared at the letter for God knows how long. I knew I was crying from the warm tears.

I can't lose her or our baby. Why did life have to choose her? Was it because she was strong? Why did she deserve this life or our unborn baby girl.

After a few minutes went by I heard the click of the door. The head doctor walked in then closing the door. He walked over to me and sat on the bed beside me.

"Lorenzo .." He spoke softly.

"She ..."