Josh pov
i instantly burst into tears, i could not believe i have been caught with another girl, i dont know what came over me i never thought i would cheat on my girlfriend i insistedly feel guilty now what do i do, tell her or not i kept asking myself over and over again. George walked in and sat on the bed next to me giving me a hug from the side, he looked so shocked.
"George i,i feel so guilty what do i do?"
"Josh what exactly have you done what about Emily, this is going to break her heart if she finds out"
"Well it was the girl from the cruise, the one i got paired with, i bumped into her at the nightclub and we kissed outside the club. We decided come back here as we did not want to be caught as she has a boyfriend and i was that drunk i totally forgot about emily. We got back and we, slept together" ( i cut of speaking because Georges face looked so shocked and i felt dead guilty saying i had cheated on my girlfriend)
"JOSH, what are you going to do mate, you going to tell Emily?"
"i really don't know George i just don't know i am so confused i feel so guilty, i was so drunk but been drunk is not a excuse and i know that, i really dont want to split up with emily i love her George i was going to propose when we got back as ive missed her that much now this now ive ruined everything. "
"Josh i cannot tell you what to do here, but im here for you man no matter what you choose, i wont tell Emily if you don't want me too, i stick by my mates and would not put you in that situation i will hate lying to her but i would not do it i could not tell her and break her heart. "
"Thanks man im just confused i think i need go to sleep and think about it tomorrow when the alchol is out of my system, but George could you do me one thing, not tell the boys and stop in here so that Jaymi does not know something is wrong "
"yeah sure mate, im here for you"
i turned over and got myself into the covers and closed by eyes to go to sleep, and the imagine just kept flashing back of Aisha hovering over me, and when we kissed and how i felt the whole time i was with Aisha i felt something but not i don't get butterfly's and i do with Emily. What a mess i thought to myself.
Georges Pov
i got up and walked into the living room leaving josh time to think and go to sleep as he was too drunk and in such a mess. I texted JJ * back in the hotel with josh, stopping in his room have an amazing night mate make sure you get jaymi home * I flicked on the tv and started watching some cooking show as i just could not go sleep i was so awake after finding out what Josh has done. Im going have to keep quiet for josh, as i would never get one of my boys in trouble with there girlfriends but im going to feel so guilty not telling Emily me and Emily are practically best mates we tell eachother everything and are always there for eachother. If they split up im going to miss emily so much she is just right for josh i thought it was going to last forever how strong they were before this holiday and Emily oready has trust issues because of her ex. wow i thought to myself this is such a mess for me never mind josh i just don't know whats going to happen im really worried right now for both josh are emily.
