Why do I still care?
Why do I still wonder if you've reached home?
Why do I still worry if you're working late?
Why do I still remember your routine as if it hadn't been days since we last spoke?
Why do I still wonder if you think about me or not?
Why..?
My mind knows the answers..
It knows that I probably don't even cross your mind.. And I probably haven't during the last four months either..
It knows that you said certain things just to keep me quiet..
It knows that she's the one you really care about now..
It knows that she's replaced me.. In every single way possible..
It knows that my love meant nothing to you because while I was still loving you, you'd already gotten the one you really wanted..
It knows that I was never your priority or I might have been at some point..not now though..
It knows that you were actually thinking of her more than me.. Protecting her feelings more than mine.. Protecting her secrets more than mine..
Yet..
WHY DOES THE HEART STILL FUCKING CARE?
Hey guys!
Depressing shit again.
Anyway.. Don't have much to say today.
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Lots of love,
-a_girl_imagines
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In My Mind
RandomSo, 'In My Mind' is just something that I've decided to write, to keep track of the things that go through in my head. I don't know how many of you will read this but here we are. But these are just weird thoughts that I have. 🤷🏻♀️😬 ✨
