"wanna Talk?" a Vocaloid fanfic

chapter 8: Mental and physical cleaning

Fukase's pov:

Woken up in the morning, like normal, and wandered into the kitchen to get some breakfast...and the ramifications of thanking Meeks for everything till now yesterday hit me by her hugging me. "Fukase!" She shouted while hugging me, "don't scare me like that!" I...scared her? That thought alone got me. Guess I really am a fuck up. I quickly attempt to cover my fuck up with a smile, "I won't anymore, don't worry!" that was a lie, yet She seem to believe that? "Alright" She simply said, "anyways, wanna continue cleaning up your room?" Shit, I forgot about that.

After we finished eating, We went up to My room to finish what we'd started... cleaning it of course. We started with the rest of the clothes, we put the dirty clothes in one pile and the clean ones in another (spoilers: Almost all of them are dirty). After that, We figured that maybe it was time to clean up the rest of the room, now that all the clothes were out of the way. after a while, almost 80% done! Took a long ass time but we almost get all of it done! I then saw the photo...It was of me and two of my friends before...everything happened that caused me to be who I am now in the first place. I didn't even notice the tears rolling from my eyes. "Fukase?" Miku caught my attention.

I turned around with a smile. That smile was fake, but I don't want Meeks to worry about me...tho I guess the tears and my right eye, now fucking scribbles, gave it away."It's fine Meeks, really." Miku...didn't look convinced, and I mean far from convinced. She smiled and simply said, "Alrighty, but please..." Her voice become dark as her eyes met mine, "stop with the fake smiles".

Miku' pov:

when I saw Fukase's state, I decided to do what he did for me all those nights ago. Fukase's act left up and he kneeled on the ground with a lot of tears. I kneeled down beside him, and after a while, He told me the whole story of how he even ended up living here in the first place. to give you the idea of his backstory without giving too much away, He used to be this infamous figure...And that the two people in the photo was dead.

He also told me that he had no control over himself back then. It must have been terrifying. I tried to think of something to say...then it hit me: His fears, his reactions, Even that day where he comforted me...Then I remembered something my brother told me, "Never let anyone close suffer". I've opened my mouth "Kase, I'm so sorry for what happened to you before you came to live here..." "It's No big—" "Don't even say that! I know that you think that it's better to just lock up your emotions and just let things sit in your mind But it's honestly more harmful to yourself than good! NO-ONE should suffer alone!" I then have Fukase a hug. Told him about Luka's willingness to give people therapy and just sit, in silence, before deciding to continue cleaning the room. After a while, It was cleaned.

Fukase's pov:
After cleaning up my room, we've decided to call it a day. I've then thought about what Meeks told me...I've met up with Luka and asked her about getting something started. That was around a week ago? Around that time, I've decided it, Time to leave the past behind me. New year's coming up in around soo it'll be a perfect opportunity to!

Step one, Redo my room. Just need to speak with Mi—Oh wait, I've already asked her yesterday! Most of the stuff we ordered to sort out our rooms is coming around during the week (Let's hope it'll come before New Year's Eve) so yeah. Things are finally looking up!

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Hhhhh— About fucking time you completed this chapter, Capri!
It took a while tbh...mostly because I've forgot about it from time to time--

but hey, we're kinda almost at the end game. two more chapters left. 

hhh, idk what else to say! Hope you guys enjoy it lmao--