He hurt me
And I forgave him
In a way I think I lived on the thought that I deserved it Because it hurt more to think about why he would do it if I didn't deserve it.
Why my family would hurt me.
I let it happen again and again and each time I thought maybe this time. This time he'll see how it hurt me and maybe he'll stop?
*Keep going i cant wait to see you at the finish line*

YOU ARE READING
Some dark shit from my notes.
Non-Fictionmight be quite triggering so um... TW just need to get this stuff out of my mind