Some dark shit from my notes.

JUST

I'm alive that's alright

 and that's alright maybe it's better this way

maybe being alone is my punishment or my reward

I don't know anymore because I don't feel anymore

and it hurts because I want to feel because although I can't feel the badness

I can feel the goodness I can't feel the light anymore I can't feel my reason to live anymore 

this one was sort of just a rant of emotions :)