Some dark shit from my notes.

THAT

When I say I 'm unlovable. 

I don't mean no one could ever love me,

I mean no-one will ever love he me I don't have to pretend to be for no one sees that me.

That's the me I keep locked locket deep inside. sometimes I take it out and look at it, looking but never touching because if I touch I might just not let go. 

if they saw the me I hide then only then would I become unlovable. 

I just realised in a giant idiot who accidently didn't post the rest of this and just saved it to drafts instead... :)