To Love A Mystery

Weekend

AUTHORS NOTE!! OK SO SEVS POV IS IN BOLD AND AVRILS IS NORMAL, THE ITALICS IS THE THOUGHTS AND IM IN BOLD ITALICS AND CAPS OK?? HERES UR STORY!!
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(Avrils pov)
Our first day back to Hogwarts was always on september 1st. But this year happened to be the year when we had a weekend first up. I woke up in the slytherin dorm and went for a shower. I needed to rinse off everything I had held from yesterday. I staryed to sing as the water poured over me rincing off everything.

(Severus's pov)
I woke up this morning to try to clear my head. I poured my self a coffee and drank it slowly. Thoughts of being in a shower popped into my head and the sound of running water and singing came into my head. ' what the? Oh right, Avril, she must be in the shower... wait what!?! Did I really need to know this I need to teach her occlumency' I thought to myself
' Avril? Can you hear me?' I extended my thoughts to her directly. I dont know how I did it but I did. I heard a scream
'Avril its ok its just me, Severus. I really need to teach you occlumency today. I an hear you in the shower. I can hear the running water and... singing... was that you?'
'Oh yea.. that was me oh my god. Im so sorry severus. At least you cant see me. I wonder how you can hear me? I hope you dont start to see through my eyes. Then ill never be able to take a shower-'
'Ok Avril thats a bit much. Ill meet you in the slythering common room after this. Tell me when your done and ill go fetch you'
'Oh ok'
'My cheeks feel hot are you blushing?'
'Oh my god severus! Im so sorry ill finish soon'
'Haha its ok'

(Avrils pov)
'Ok im done and dressed' I thought as I looked in th missor at my outfit (THE PIC UBOVE. INCLUDING MAKE UP AND PIERCINGS) it looked really good. I coloured my hair red and wore a black tank top and black jean shorts with my favorite boots.
'Ok im here' severus said.
I walked out and down the stairs of the girls dorm to see severus in the middle of the green common room.
'Shit she looks beautiful'
'Language professor!' I thought back with a smile.
'Oh right' he thought back 'lets go'
We walked out and down some corridors until we got to the dungeons of hogwarts. It was perfect. Dark and cold. I smiled.
'Glad you like it' severus thought.
'Did you actually hear that?' I thought back.
"Yes" he said, his voice angelic and monotone. I loved it.
"And I can hear that too" he said. I blushed crazily.
"Thats why we need to- well I need to teach you occlumency" he said
"Why?" I asked, saying something for once.
"Because I can hear almost everything and at points you may need to block me out... like when your in the shower..." he trauled off as I blushed and nodded.
"Even if your singing was good" he said.
"Please dont tell anyone. I domt like people knowing much about me" I asked or rather pleaded.
"Its ok but still. It was good" he said. "Ok so im gonna try to push myself into you and you gotta try to block me" he said talking about our thoughts (NOT ANYTHING ELSE YOU DIRTY MINDED PEOPLE... DONT WORRY IM DIRTY MINDED TOO (: )
"Ok" I said as I took a breath and we both sat down.
He pushed into my head and I tried to block but it became so hard that he slipped. Visions of me slipped through my head. Everything. From my mom to my father, to seeing how I because goth, to seeing what made me goth. He eventually got out. I looked at him tears in my eyes. He looked at me with sorrow and I just ran.

(Severus' pov)
After seeing everything she just ran. I felt horrible. Everything was all my fault and I didnt know. I knew was stupid. And it all went back to how she knew so much about me but I knew nothing about her. Thos memories must have been memories she sealed away never to look at again. But I opened them again. And now shes mad at me twice as much. For unlocking her memories and what I did in the first place. I was stupid. Worse than the people in my class. I started rage at myself.
'Im ever so sorry Avril, if you could find it in your heart to forgive me I would be ever grateful. But if you dont, I will understand' I knew she heard me and I knew she would tell me when the time was right. But for I needed to see albus. But I had to make sure first.
'Please Avril. I ask that you answer my one question. I ask you If I can show albus Dumbledore about what happened. If you dont answer ill take it as a yes' I said and waited. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. Good nothing. I grabbed a vial and took my wand. I placed the wand towards my head and pulled a long silvery substance out and placed it in the vial and shut it with a stopper. It was my memory of the recent events. I left for albus straight away. I had to tell him everything and seek advise from him. He was the only one I could turn to when I stuff up. I just haddent realised that this had happened. I set my way towards the dumbledores office and purposely, some how, prodected what I saw to Avril. We both looked and listened through my body. It was like we shared every sence.
"Lemon drops" I said as I took Avril inside.