Silence
That's all there is.
I can feel his presence. It's suffocating. My lungs clam up in my throat. My ribs shrink.
His eyes burn a hole through my head. Making me go dizzy. My head is sworming. I want to throw up. I need to throw up.
But I can't move.
My arms are glued to the bed.
They feel as if someone put chains around me.
I can't break out.
Will I ever be able to break out? No, you're useless hero who can't even save himself
Can I ever be free? you need to be useful for that to happen
Can I ever be free from this void? what void, YOU ARE PERFECTLY FINE
Can I ever be free from her? maybe she needs free from you
Will I always be stuck and afraid? yes, you coward
When will I be not afraid? when you get your shit together you big brat
When can I finally hold his hand? I'm surprised he even wants to be seen with you
When can I finally feel proud of myself? I don't know why you ever would, what's there to be proud of
My throat is closing up. I can still feel his eyes.
I don't want to go. But I don't want him to just stand there and look at me.
It's as if he's stripping me of all my walls that I've built up.
I really need to throw up
I really need to leave her
But I can't leave her
I will never be able to get away from the monster I call mother
I need to be strong enough
I need to be brave enough
I need to tell them
I need to tell them for kat and me
I need to tell them so this doesn't happen anymore
I need to tell them so I can be free
I need to tell them so I can live my life
So.... i'm going to tell them
YOU ARE READING
Kiri is what now??
Fanfic(this is already on Ao3) I'm sorry for y'all eyes 😭 so basically, kirishima has a very homophobic and abusive mom hehehe and him and bakuhoe are in a secret relationship mina and denks are dickheads in the beginning but aren't towards the end y...
