Words Of A Dumb Boy

Hope

My family have expection on me i don't seem like I am doing as they want
They telling me everyday you should study hard
But I am fighting my self for very long
I try my best to be happy
But I am loosing my self now mentally
I hope I can smile one day like everyone doing now
I hope my father , mamma say "i am proud of you"
Cuz I am waiting for that for so long
Family can kill you and even build you, in my case I am getting destroyed by it...
I hope this things get better
Like i hoped this thing to happen..

Hope isn't a bad thing if you doing it for a good thing...
The things will get hard and hard but you have to learn how you can cope up with that I know you hurted a lot but you have to know how to be happy around , you have to smile , you have to think ahead of your room , i know you are scared of going out because this world is so big and scary but you have to you go on day like everyone do so yeh i know you guys going to hard time just smile and follow your dreams everything is going to be al right....

~ I Am Proud Of You ~