You are my last and i don't want to change it

Part 40

YG- leave

He said turning his face to another side. 

Y/n- I—-

I took a step forward towards him. He got up from the bed

YG- Y/n, I don't want to hurt you. Leave

He said with his eyes all filled with anger.

Y/n- but Yo—-

YG- DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? LEAVE!

He screamed which made me flinch. I statued there, everyone came in the room. They looked at me and then at Yoongi-shi.

JM- hyung wh——

YG- Jimin, take her away.

JM- but hyun—-

YG- I WANT SOME SPACE

He again screamed.

JM- come on Y/n

He said holding my hand and dragging me out of the room. He closed the door and we got out.

Eomma- how did he get to know?

Y/n- the calendar on the side table.

They all sighed. We heard things cracking inside. We all looked at each other. I decided to go inside the room again.

JM- Y/n

He said standing in front of me.

Y/n- oppa, he will get hurt.

JM- but if you got inside. You will also get hurt. He doesn't know what he is doing right now.

Y/n- that's what we have to control oppa. If he will do this then what will happen to us? He will also have a family.

JM- but Y/n——

Y/n- let me just try once. I really want to help him.

He sighed and got aside.

JM- if something happen, call me

I nodded my head and went inside. I saw the things scatter on the floor the mirror cracked and blood on it. Then I saw Yoongi-shi. I walked to him but he turned around with a vase in his hand. He was going to throw it but didn't when he saw me. He statued there. The vase fell from his hand and he fell down on his knees. I went to him and hugged him. He was crying on my shoulder now. I felt him hugging me back through my waist. He started crying hard.

YG- I am sorry. I am sorry.

He said while crying.

Y/n- sh! It's okay.

I said patting his back. He snuggled on my neck and I just tried to calm him down. After some time I got away from the hug and looked at him who was still crying. I stood up and made him also and then made him sit on the bed. I looked at his hand which was bleeding. I went to get the first aid box with a wet towel. I got them and first cleaned his hand with the wet towel and then banded his hand.

Y/n- is it hurting?

I said looking at Yoongi-shi who was okay now. He nodded his head. I sighed and looked around to see the whole room massive and again sighed. I got up and started cleaning the room. I was cleaning one corner of the room but got to hear the things cracking from behind. I look there and saw Yoongi-shi all angry again. He was going to pick up the vase from the floor and was going to throughout it on the floor but I stopped him but holding his that hand.

Y/n- stop doing this. please.

I said looking him right in his eyes. He left the vase and again sat on the bed putting his head in his hand and started crying. I kept the vase aside and went to him. I squat down to his position and pat his head.

Y/n- it was not your mistake. She just——-

YG- if I was a good son she won't have left me.

He said while crying.

YG- if I was a good son she won't have left me.

Y/n- you are wrong Yoongi-shi. You were a good son and are right now.

YG- no, she gave up her life for me, how can I be a good son?

Y/n- Yoongi-shi, it's not like that. There are no parents that hate their children's and yours were so special. She can't even think of leaving u but they had to. She can't give their child this so they gave up herself for u.

YG- no, she took that pills becuase of me. I use to criticize her.

Y/n- Yoongi-shi, she must have her own reason.

YG- ani! It's me. The reason is me.

Y/n- no, no Yoongi-shi. If you were the reason she won't have taken pills, she would have shown more love and changed you.

YG- no! No!——

He said crying more. I got up and took a glass of water and made him drink it.

Y/n- Yoongi-shi, you have to be strong. Come on, you are not that weak.

YG- I——

Y/n- it's already late. Should we go to the grave? At least meet her, she must be waiting for you.

YG- I can't show my face to her.

I sighed. I was pissed now.

Y/n- ou are really acting like Chaeyon.

I said and sat beside him.

Y/n- listen.

I said but just heard his crying.

Y/n- listen carefully.

I said making him look at me.

Y/n- if you cry more, I swear I will make you regret it. 

I said wiping his tears.

Y/n- stop crying, get ready.

I said getting up from the bed. I was about to leave the room but returned again

Y/n- if I came back and see you crying again there, you are dead

I said and left the room. I didn't leave the room, I was just standing out and messaging unnie to make everyone ready. I just waited for him to go into the wardrobe and get ready but instead, he closed the door and locked it. I was shocked, I didn't think he will do it. I just knocked on the door but got no response. Instead of making a big drama of it, I called him through my phone of which he clearly denied and then I messaged.

I sighed and rushed my hand through my hair and walked from there. I really hate this. I went into the kitchen drank some water and leaned on the kitchen slap there. I took my phone out and messaged Yoongi-shi again.

Y/n- if you don't go meet your mom, I will be really disappointed.

I messaged and kept the phone in my pocket and stayed there thinking what to do even after if he doesn't do what I ask for. Oppa saw me in the kitchen and came to me.

JM- something happen?

I shook my head.

JM- I don't think so he will change. Let him be, he will be okay.

I sighed and nodded my head.

Y/n- where is Chaeyon?

JM- maybe with mom and dad.

I looked down. Eomma rushed into the kitchen.

Eomma- Y/n

She called with a surprising face. Oppa and I looked at her worriedly.

Eomma- Yoongi is calling you