You are my last and i don't want to change it

Part 9

I closed my eyes and dragged it through my wrist and the blade fell down. I didn't felt anything and then I opened my eyes and saw

YG-Y/n?

           Y/n's POV

It was late night around 12 in the night and I wanted to talk to Yoongi-shi so I went to his room. I actually wanted to talk this thing out, even I wanted a new life that goes smooth. I didn't knock and straightly opened the door. I saw many alcohol bottles on the tables ad was shocked. I just wanted to check if he is sleeping or not. I went inside and saw the washroom light on and the door opened. I went in and saw his eyes closed and cutting his wrist with a blade. I saw around and saw a towel. I folded it and placed it between the wrist and the blade. Snatching the blade was not a good option. He threw the blade which I picked up and kept in my pocket. He opened his eye

YG- Y/n?

Y/n- what are you doing?

He started looking around.

Y/n- what were you doing Yoongi-shi?

He still didn't respond.

Y/n- Yoongi-shi?

YG- WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN?

He screamed.

YG- what should I do?

He said falling down and tears coming out of his eyes.

YG- Aecha left and now Jennie. Why do the people I love leave me alone? If God calls them then I can't even say anything and that God doesn't love me but they didn't but they left me on their own. Why? Am I that bad? I gave them love, money, family. My everything but they, they showed fakeness.

Y/n- so you were doing this for her?

He just stayed quiet and cried.

Y/n- wow, u were going to do this for the person who didn't deserve it. Ok, so u would have decided about eomma and appa right?

YG- they will have no effect on it. I am not even their real child.

Y/n- and about Jimin oppa?

YG- he is busy in his married life.

Y/n- and Chaeyon?

YG- he has already got so many people.

Y/n- and me?

He got silent.

Y/n- what about me Yoongi shi?

YG- you will also have no effect on it. I—

Y/n- did u forget that, that I am not ur brothers sister in law instead of your wife, who left everything and decided to marry you not because I love you or you have done some big favor for me but because I was scared that his reputation will go down he will be downcast. His family will become weak, the family will suffer. I didn't at least once think that my studies will stop, my whole life will be changed, no I didn't not even once for god's sake and now you think I will have no effect. You know if something happens to me now all the reason behind it will be you.

I said that with tears but still had no reply. He wiped his tears and got up from there and started walking out of the washroom.

Y/n- can't you accept me as ur wife, as your life partner?

Got no response.

Y/n- Yoongi-shi

YG- you should go and sleep, Chaeyon will be alone there.

Y/n- give the answer to my question first.

He didn't say anything.

Y/n- ok then, but promise me that you will not do this again. You will not kill yourself for those who don't deserve it.