𝙒𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙈𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩// kokonui

08

"Inupi you didn't do it, right?" Koko whispered to his ears as he slid his hands through the blonde's robe. Inui flinched as the touch reminded him of something so traumatic. He moved away and fixed his robe.

"Koko, let's not do this."

"Why? Baby, I missed you." He hugged him.

"I missed you too. But I'm not in the mood, Koko."

"Not in the mood? Oh God. Don't tell me Hanma's right?"

"What do you mean? I just want to sleep peacefully tonight." Inui looks so confused on what Koko is trying to imply.

"You're cheating on me." He said in a serious tone.

"Stop being silly." The other rolled his eyes and went to his room but his boyfriend immediately pulled his wrist stopping him from walking away.

"Hanma. He saw you and Yuzuha hugging. And you were eating together. Just the two of you."

It was that time at the cemetery. How funny. He is not the one to talk here. Assuming his boyfriend is cheating on him while crying on my sister's grave as he calls her name and confesses how he loves her? Ghosting me- his boyfriend for weeks and now he's showing up in front of my apartment drunk as if nothing happened?

"Koko, don't get me started. I'm not feeling good. You can sleep there, I'll sleep in my roo-"

"Is it true?"

"Yuzuha is my bestfriend. You know that I'm gay. Stop being so stupid!"

"But you dated girls back in highschool."

"I did that because I was questioning my sexuality! I thought I was just confused with my feelings towards you. I never liked girls romantically." Inui raised his voice, getting annoyed.

"Then why are you being so defensive?"

"Seriously?!" Inui shouted. He is so done with him. Now he is the bad one? A fucking cheater?

"Koko, as much as I want to get your ass out of my place, I know how drunk you are and how dangerous it is outside so please sleep there and leave tomorrow. Please."

"Inupi.." He held his hand and kissed it.

"Inupi- babe, please... Don't leave me. I want you, I need you. Please-"

"Right. It is anything but love." He looked at him with so much sadness and a hint of anger.

"But I love you." Koko whispered innocently.

If Seishu doesn't know anything, he would believe it. He would buy that insincere phrase. But he had enough, he's so tired fooling himself.

"You don't- You don't mean it."

"I love you, please stay with me." Koko begged like a child.

"I'm sorry it's me Seishu, just in case you thought I am my sister." He pursed his lips trying not to shed tears.

"Inupi..." Koko's confused. The blonde sighs.

"Koko, that day Hanma saw me and Yuzuha hugging. It was at the cemetery, and she was comforting me. She visited her mom and I planned on visiting my sister's grave." He's trying to hold it in: the overflowing emotions. Every word Koko said that day flashes in his head. The scene is so vivid, each word is so clear.

"And guess what? I saw you- I saw you there crying. But why would my boyfriend cry on my sister's grave who died years ago? And why do I need to witness everything?" A tear escaped but he immediately wiped it off. Koko on the other hand looked guilty. He never knew Inupi was there.