Collection of TS

TS: Lost Forever

Epilogue
By Dpatel

Tears trickle down her cheeks as she watched her husband lying beside her. She didn't realized how heartbroken she would feel seeing him in this state. She doesn’t want to hurt him, never thought in million years and never will, but seeing him here lying beside her feet, begging and pleading to her, is not justifiable to her, nor to her heart and soul. She sees his pain and suffering he has endure since she is back in His House, but still her heart couldn’t allow her to be stump over again. She couldn’t bear to walk on the same path.

She forgave him long time ago. She knew he is unknown to the truth as he was entangle in the web of misconception, courtesy of Shyam Manohar Jha. She would forgive her Arnavji, but not that Devil, who not only stripe her out of her virtue, her happiness, her self-respect, her modesty, her innocence, and much more, ultimately tag her with characterless girl. The biggest crime he had committed is killing her unborn child…their unborn child. She would never forgive him in million years.

She glance back at her Arnavji, who is in deep sleep. His face is covered with dark smudges of tears which he didn’t bothered to wipe it off from his face. She watched him wept in front of her. She wanted to stop this charade of sobbing and weeping, but for some reason her heart wouldn’t allow it.

She tried, damn-it she did, stretched her arms out, but then withdrew back, enveloping  back around her waist.   

She had thought to herself she would be away from everyone especially him by sending herself to Mental Hospital where no one can hurt her mentally or physically harming her in any kind of way. At the same it was the best option she could think during that time. Away from him, away from the cruel world, which she currently lives in. She thought it was better for her to live in confined area, behind close walls where she wouldn’t be harm and tramped over once again. Her pain and grief was too much for her to endure.

Though it was a travesty she created after her second accident knowing fully the ramifications of her action. She thought sending herself in exile would end her story but she fathom hadn't encounter he would come looking for her after he nearly killed her twice not only with words but action too.

She still remembered the day when he was at her doorstep asking and imploring for her forgiveness. She ignored him completely staring at the blank wall. She knew deep in her heart, it may be one of his tricks to once again wound her. One more blow like those two times again, would be the last time she would took a breath on this earth. It would be the end of her. She wouldn’t allow it any more.

His persistence met no bounds. He would visit her daily to the Hospital, checking on her, telling her how wrong he was, apologize to her, how sorry he was for everything; he misunderstood her, he should have trusted her, have faith in her, but he didn’t. He himself didn’t trust or have faith in his own decision and judgment. When he realize it was too late.

He told her how much he loves her and would never leave her again. He was her biggest wrongdoer of misdeeds, he should be punished but not like this, not where she had withdrew completely from him and this world. He can’t live without her. His heart beats for her. In this three years, there is not time nor a day where he hadn’t missed her or thought about her. At times were in rage, but most of the time was in anguish…missing her by his side.

He apologize to her for tagging her with characterless girl, name calling and what not. He told her he would restore her honor and her virtue. He would respect her little the last breath he took on earth and keep trying until he had meet her expectation. But not uttering a word, withdrawn from him and world is not justifiable to him.

Sorry for not listening to you, or explaining to you about the offences I have bestowed upon you. You repeatedly asked me, but not once I have explain to you. I didn’t follow my own principle, Communication. Please forgive me for my mistake. I am immoral, inconsiderate, heartless, hot-headed, tirade, arrogant man.