Fallen

A Poem~

I wonder if you care or even notice when the tears roll off my cheeks.
I wonder if you know that's how hard it was to speak.
I wonder if it was just that easy for you to be mean.
I wonder at night if you still think about me.

I think I know the answer but im never too sure, you won't ever give me enough to actually infer.
I think you're scared that if you do, thats means ill go away because I'll finally know the truth.
And if i'm right, that's got to mean something.
You don't want to lose me, but maybe that's nothing.
Im writing a story about a hero and a villain.
I can't decide whether it's me that they're killing.

I dont think I can come to terms with us not being together.
I think id rather be dead than to lose you forever.
Thats not fair to you, but you're holding me hostage.
Its not your intention but its too late,
i've fallen.