⚠️Mature Warning⚠️
First book in the 'Blood in no out' series of Domenico and Amelia.
I was brought back by a deep husky voice, "I do," I finally looked up at him, he slid the gold ring on my fourth finger "Do you, Amelia Clara Perez, take Domenico...
It's been 6 hours and I still haven't heard from anyone, I'm so cold right now.
I am on the sofa with Rory asleep on my chest as I do the one thing that keeps me calm. Drawing. I can still feel his warmth when he hugged me, I was so shocked, he doesn't hug.
I loved it.
I would der if we could do it again, I'm wearing his pink hoodie that smells like him.
Cigars and whisky.
It brings back unwanted memories but I somehow love it. I haven't worn the hoodie that he gave me yet so when I placed my hands in the pocket in front I was surprised when I felt something.
I placed the sketch on my lap and took my hand out with the stuff in it.
It's candy.
Gummies specifically.
I smiled. The stinging behind my eyes came back, where is he?
I placed some gummies in my mouth and caressed Rory's fur, I looked at the sketch.
It's not a good sketch, but it's something.
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I sniffed feeling a hot tear leaving a trail of wetness counting my cheeks.
Damn you Niko. How dare you do this to my heart.
I looked to my side trying to keep my tears back but then I saw it was raining and thundering, I watched as the heavy drops hit the window sounding like ice and how the room becomes white then there's this eery sound that comes after the white light.
I love the rain. I love how it softens the outlines of things. The world becomes softly blurred, and I feel like I melt right into it.
But I hate this, I hate how I'm alone and that Niko could be in danger somewhere and I can't contact him right now or know if he's ok or even... Alive.
I don't care, I let the tears fall freely, Rory whined and licked my damp cheeks, "Hey, girl," I patted her head and kissed her tiny head, "Dada is going to be ok," I said to her like she's my child, which in a way she is.
"Mummy is here," I sniffled. Maybe I should just rest a little so this could go by faster but I can't rest until I know he's ok.
Why am I caring so much about him, this is just a fake marriage, we don't have feelings for each other, this is simply an alliance, not a real marriage.
Idiot, stop crying it's fucking pathetic.
"Let's just watch a movie maybe a movie with popcorn will help," I said and getting up walking to the cupboard and grabbing packet of popcorn and putting it in the microwave, I set the timer than went back to find a movie.
I settled on Captain America: The first avenger. Just in time the timer went off, I dumped all the popcorn into a big bowl and grabbed a soda from the fridge before sitting on the sofa and pressing play.
The movie started and I felt a little bit better but then when Bucky Barnes showed up the first time and the other time where Steve saves him all I can think about is Niko, why does he look like him?
Why god?
All they have is the eye colour and hair differently and probably Niko's jaw is more sharp but fuck.
Niko, where are you?
I made it through the whole movie and decided to read something, I walked to the library and looked through my options, I don't have anything other than romance so I guess I'll have to find one that won't make me think about that stupid hot guy I have to call husband.
I'll just have to read: Shatter me.
It's not suppose to have anything spicy in it and it's mostly about this girl who has powers and is locked up in an asylum but then some one wants her and stuff but it doesn't seem that romantic.
I'll give it a shot.
I sat down and opened the book with Rory playing with her chew toy Niko gave her, the dinosaur she loves so much.
I wrapped got comfy wit a blanket and pillows on the sofa, so if Niko comes I would know, and in Niko's pink hoodie with his intoxicating smell.
