Dancing Until I Die

Keep Dancing Until I Die

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock beamming in my ear. I tried to gain energy to get up out of bed.My past few weeks had been a wreck. First, I find out my friend is moving to dallas so that means she leaves our dance studio, and second I found out last week I had cancer. The words the doctor said made me want to throw up right there I felt like I was dieing. It was hard breaking the news to all my family. But, most of them took it better than I did. I often hear my mother crying at night, I try to calm her by telling her I can kick cancers butt.She smiles at my statement. Its hard knowing that you have a deadly diese inside your body that can kill you anytime. I just try to live my life like it use to be. It could be easy living my life the way it was , But I have like 3 doctor appointments each month. I go to a lot of cancer races and I started dancing at charity events for cancer. To show that we as a team can kick cancers butt.

It was two weeks ago when I found out my bestfriend was moving to Texas.I cry almost everyday . We use to go out to the movies and the boardwalk but, no more of that. The good part is that she gets to vist in the summer.

The worst part is she might meet a better friend then me.She's moving in three more days and she still doesnt know I have cancer.I didnt want to break the news and then she move.

I made it worser waiting forever and now she moves in three days.Today was the day I was going to tell her . I knew she was going to hate me But, I need to tell her. Iam gonna miss the old us. The old friends we use to be... I've seen this in lifetime movies she ends up meeting new friends.

Kids judge me at school talking about my weight . Iam a dancer, I dance 6 hours everyday. Dancing is my life.I should be the skinnest thing in the school , well since I have cancer. I like to eat so yeah Iam not skinny.The girl also talk about my hair saying Iam bold headed. But what they don't know is that I have cancer.

The students at my school think if your not skinny and have long hair then your nothing. I think its stupid not everyone was ment to have long hair. Not everyone was ment to be skinny. And what kills me every day they talk about me is they dont know I have cancer. Sometimes I wish I could yell out 'I have cancer' and see what Everyone says. I just wanna live. I just wanna scream off thr pain. I just wanna scream and see if the cancer will magically disappear.

Iam a dark skin girl,with short and hair not fat but thick with brown eyes My name is Kayla. Iam 13 and just trying to live my dream of a dancer.My friends name is Lakendra, she has long black hair with dark skin .My mother name is Tiffany but I call her mommy, she has short black hair thick and black eyes.She cut her hair to be with me . She says everytime mines falls off hers get cut off. I love her to deaf. My brother name is Xander he has light skin with a thick mohawk and brown eyes.

I pushed myself to get out of bed stepping into my hello kitty slippers My friend gave to me for christmas. I walked over to my closet and grabbed me some skinny jeans with a orange shirt and my dance shoes. I took me a nice long hot shower. Under my colthes was my dance attire. Orange dance shorts and a pink top. I raced down stairs to the kitchen where I found my brother and mom wrestling on the couch. My mom was single, and proud.

"Morning you guys ". I said grabbing an apple out the fruit bowl.

"Morning sweetie." my mother said

"Morning big head" xander said at that I tackled him to the floor as he laughed.

"Ready for me to drop you off at the studio"

"yes please"

At that she grabbed her keys and headed out the door with my brother next to her I recived a phone call from Lakendra.

Phone covo:

Kendra: morning big head

Kayla: whats up with you and xander and this big head stuff

Kendra: I told you thats my brother

Kayla: whatever child

Kendra: Iam Going to the studio to pratice for one last day

Kayla': okay and I need to tell you something important

Kendra: okay tell me now

Kayla: no this is a face to face discussion

Kendra: whatever you say my friend

Kayla: *laughs* bye my child

Kendra: Bye big head

I ended the call and headed out the door. Man this was going to be hard to explain to her . Not really Iam just scared.

Hope you enjoyed the begginging it gets better!