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I woke up in a room , oh great the hospital bed.This is not the first time I have visit the hospital room.I blacken out alot. When the cancer spreads.

I tried to hold my head up but the pain in my head.Gosh!, probley because of how hard I hit my head. I just sat there staring at the ceiling , thinking that what if my cancer gets worse. I won't be able to go the nationals this weekend, I will miss dance.So many thoughts were rushing through my head.What if my time was up.A tear rolled down my eyes and tear after tear after tear fell.My heart just sunked every time ,why me Jesus , Why my life, I just wanted to be normal. A girl, with hair , no so skinny.Cancer has really made me lose weight I lose 5 pounds every day.

My thoughts were interrupted by the door creeking. I quickly closed my eyes and faked sleep.Who ever it was , sat next to me.Probley was my mom about to break down. But this voice was not a mom voice nor doctor voice, It was Craig.

Craig: Hey.*sighs* It hurts me to see you almost in your death bed. It hurts me to see you almost gone. I didn't even get to know you yet. I wanted to know you.

There was a silence for a while then he spoke again.

Craig:I love you.I love your flaws your smiles.Your face your short hair. Your silliness. How you always smiled even tho you have a diesese that can kill you any time. I just love you everything about you.

It was so sweet . I didn't even realize I was smiling.

I didn't even realize I was smiling in my sleep.

Craig:Kayla?

I blinked my eyes a couple of times to make it seem like I had just awaken.I looked at his face and smiled. He immediately smiled back, and hugged me.

Kayla:what happened?

Craig:you fell out while walking home from dance. If it wasn't for Mr. Roman you could have died.YOu would have been dead.

Those words made my flesh crawl.And to think I talk about Mr.Roman he saved me.

Kayla:did you here what the doctor said.

Craig:ummmm yeah

Kayla:so tell me

I could tell he didn't want to tell me.He had worry in his eyes

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