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𝑴𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒆'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽.

When we pulled into her apartment, I was shocked. It was beautiful, well..beautiful for Dyckman.

"Billie, this place is nice as hell." I say, taking in the sight before me.

She chuckles, while putting the car in park. "Thank you, I had some money saved so I got the best I could get."

We both got out the car, and walked up to her door. When she unlocked it and opened the door, I was instantly met with a dog.

"Oh my god!" I exclaim, crouching down the dog while petting him as he licks all over me. "This your dog?"

Billie nods, "Yeah, his names Shark."

I laugh as he licks me, scratching behind his ears. "I love him! He's so adorable."

Billie crouches down to pull him down off me. "He clearly loves you too, damn Shark chill out." She says while laughing.

I shut her door behind me, taking off my shoes at the door. I walk into what I presume is the dining room, considering there's a huge table and kitchen next to us.

I look around, and the vibe her home gives me, immediately makes me feel more at home then I've ever felt in my life.

There's pictures of her family everywhere, lots of decoration and candles.

I walk over to the pictures, picking up a frame with a picture of Billie when she was younger, next to a red headed boy.

"Is this your brother?" I ask, looking behind me to see Billie in the kitchen filling up two glasses of wine.

Shiiiit, wine? Okay.

She walks over to me and hands me a glass, "Oh yes, ginger boy is Finneas. And that's us with my parents." She says, pointing to the other frame that was next to the one I'm holding.

I put down the one I had, picking up the one she pointed out. It was her and brother more recently, with her parents outside of what I believe is a garden.

I smile, looking over to her. "Your mom is so pretty, you look like her. You guys all seem so close." I say. sipping the wine she gave me.

Damn, this shit even taste expensive.

Billie smiles, "Thank you, she'd love you already if she heard that, she's a sucker for compliments. But yeah, we are really close. It was hard leaving them back in LA honestly, they've been all my emotional support."

I close my eyes as I feel my heart clench at her words, she's so lucky to have that.

So so lucky.

That's all I wanted, ever. I never understood why my parents despised me so much, I can't help but envious of Billie. Shit, I'm even envious of my brother. Our parents weren't that good to him either, but way better then me.

I put the picture back down, and follow Billie over to the couch. I take a sip of my wine as I sit down, then putting it down on the table next to us.

I can feel her eyes on me, and I immediately feel my nerves taking over.

I need to talk to her about my past with men, and sexual..things I've done.

I'm not proud, in fact I'm disgusted. I didn't care much about Wendell knowing, just for the simple fact I felt like it wasn't his business. Maybe it was because I didn't feel this way towards him, but I most definitely feel this way with Billie.

She was just beyond captivating. I've always been looked at as a sexual appeal, and for so long I didn't mind because it filled the void, only until it didn't. Now, I just wanted to be looked at more then just a pretty face and body.