begin again?

The breakup..

this is a flashback in the story of when Andy and Robert first broke up. (the story is told in andys point of view)

January 6 2014,
the three minute alarm had just went off and now it was the moment i had been waiting for as I flipped the stick over there it was. two pink lines...I was pregnant honselty I didn't know how to feel I was excited but terrified of the idea of becoming a mother and messing my kid up. but I knew that I had Robert and that's really all I needed. Robert was away visiting his cousins in Germany and he wouldn't be back for a couple of days so I decided to go to the store and get some supplies to suprise him with it when her gets back.

January 11 2014,
Robert is supposed to come back home tomorrow and I was so excited. we had talked about a baby briefly and I knew he liked the idea of being a dad. the only issue was our crazy schedules with me still being in the fire academy and him a firefighter at twenty-three we were definitely going to have our hands full. after my ob appointment I got the mail and headed inside me and roberts two bedroom house. as I was flipping through all the mail it was mostly just junk mail until I stumbled across a letter from Robert which was odd since he was returning home tomorrow or so i thought...

                              The letter:
Dear Andy, my love I know this letter may be coming as a suprise to you but I just couldn't bear to face you with this news. i love you Andy I really do but this can't work. I'm done with the hiding of our relationship which I know we have to because of our ranks but not being able to show the world how much I love you has been breaking me. So I've decided to stay in Germany I have left the house and the car in your name. You deserve the world andy but I can't give you that and it breaks my heart but I know you'll do amazing things one day and I don't want to be in your way of your success, Andrea Herrera you are capable of so much more than you give yourself credit for. I love you.
love , Robert