begin again?

realization

you love me? Robert asked. I don't want to talk about this with you right now I said annoyed while walking towards my office. Andy we have to talk about this! Robert said following me unit my office. i slammed the report I was holding down on my desk. Talk about what Robert? i asked sighing in frustration. About us robert said. What us robert? you left and you left me with no more than a letter! I said wiping the tear that formed in my eye. Andy you didn't deserve what I did to you but I want to talk please robert pleaded. fine whatever I said just so I could get Ella up for her appointment. i left Robert standing there as I went into the bunk to wake up Ella. Hey baby girl you gotta get up I said rubbing my daughter back. but mommy I'm tired Ella said. I know but after your dentist appointment you get to stay with aunt vic and uncle luke I said trying to persuade my daughter. okay she said while reluctantly getting out of bed. i sat Ella on my desk so I could re-braid her hair not realizing Robert was still in the corner of the room. Whos this? Robert asked taking me by suprise. This is my daughter Ella I responded trying to give him as much attitude as possible. that's when Robert bent down to my daughters level and started to talk to her. hi I'm Robert he said. that's when Ella introduced herself and I just knew that Robert knew she was his. i mean it's kinda hard to deny Ella may have had My personality,attitude and pretty much much most of my features. But she had roberts eyes it always baffled me how much she looked like Robert despite having majority of my looks. after a moment of silence I excused Ella and I and took her to the dentist office.

Roberts pov:
Ever since I entered the station it's like nothing ever changed everyone and everything is the same except for the fact that they hate me. I know they have every right to hate me but it's just so hard knowing the people you once considered your family can't even look you in the eye. but what hurts is knowing Andy had moved on I mean I know it's been five years but when Andy said she had a daughter at line up I actually had to fight back my emotions. That's when I decided to go into her office to talk and I met her daughter Ella. Our daughter Ella. Andy never disclosed if Ella was my kid or not but Ella looks just like me and the timing is accurate. I just couldn't believe that Andy would hide such a thing from me.