Friendzone

Worth it or not?

Catherine's POV:

I suddenly wake up feeling warm. Too warm. It's dark in my room and I can't see I'll just turn on the lamp beside my bed. I cannot help but smile like a goofball. It feels so unreal to have him here. He looks so adorable while asleep! I can't help but stare. I need to do something special for him since he came all this way. Hmmm what's his favorite food? Oooh I know gummy bears!

sneaks out of bed and gets the gummy bears then walks to bed. Slowly gets on top of him and kisses his lips softly nudging him awake

"Hey there cutie I brought you gummy bears"

smiles down at him looking into his kind eyes

"I'm happy you came to see me Matthew"

makes him sit up wraps my legs around his waist and arms around his neck

Matthew's POV:

She has really chosen the wrong position to be in. She's saying something but I'm too lost in her eyes to understand what she is saying. God you did an amazing job on this girl. (Matthew get yourself together) my mind reminds me again. It's impossible to resist so here's goes nothing

while being lost in her eyes runs my fingertips through her hair stops until my hand is wrapped around her neck kisses her passionately gets caught of guard when I feel her fingertips running down my chest then tracing my abs slowly as she kisses back

I'm definitely confused. What do I do? I mean she's kissing back and driving me crazy with her touch. (She was also kissing that other asshole) thanks mind for the reminder.

pulls away from the kiss looks into her eyes

Say something say something say something. Even if you're disappointed just say it please. A smile? That's good right? Of course it is. I mean it's so damn beautiful it makes me want to kiss her again but I can't at least not until I know what this meant for her

"Catherine?"
"Yes?" she responds
"It just happened but I need to know what the kiss meant to you. If you regret it I understand. You've known long enough to know I'll respect you at all times because I care about you and you mean a lot to me"

caresses her cheek waiting for her reply

"Matthew first of all it's been clear to me since the beginning that you respect me that's why I've trusted you so much compared to other guys. I've always told you any girl would be lucky to have you as their boyfriend and I hate that girls have taken advantage of how wonderful you are by hurting you. I've been craving that kiss but I was always afraid of admitting it since you were far away"

She said what?! (Just smile just smile and don't let her know you're freaking out) I swear this has to be a dream. She can't be serious

Catherine's POV:

Wait did I just admit that to him?!! I'm really freaking out now. Oh My God! Great now he knows it's not bad but I didn't want him to know yet at least until I was sure he feels the same

runs to the bathroom heads steps behind me so closes and locks the door quickly. Stares in the mirror starts crying out of confusion

I can't believe I did that. What was I thinking?! I hear him knocking on the door

"Catherine what's wrong? Please open the door. I want to be there for you. Please I know you're crying just let me comfort you I promise I won't keep questioning you just open the door" he says against the door so softly I can barely hear

What have I done? Why am I so emotional?! I can tell his mood isn't happy anymore. It's weird how my mind instantly knows that from just messages with him. He doesn't deserve to be upset because of me after all I need to be making each day he's here the best he has had

unlocks and opens the door then quickly jumps into his arms without saying a word. Suddenly feels his arms around me which relaxes me. After a few minutes of silent...

"Can we go back to bed and cuddle it's really early the sun isn't up yet?" I ask
"Who's fault is that? Remember you woke me up"

I can't help but laugh. These strange feelings cause me to stop laughing. Is that his... against me? And why is my body having such a strange effect from that? I can't just embarrass myself by asking him. He'll probably laugh at my lack of knowledge in this situation. When we're back in the room I just out of his arms and onto the bed

"It's too early to join you on being hyper" he laughs

I can't help but be distracted by his boxers area. My attention keeps being drawn to that specific area. Maybe it's only curiousity. Like what...? No no no no no I need something else to think about

cuddles up to him accidently rubbing against his boxers area. Oops. kisses his cheek then lays my head on his chest and closes my eyes

(Author's Note: I'm really sorry it took time to update and this is shorter than the previous chapter but I work so I'm doing the best I can to continue this story. Leave comments please  letting me know either how much you're enjoyng the story so far or if there's something you don't like about it. Always feel free to message me any questions you may have)