I want you

Ready chapter 5 Eleonora POV

I was sitting there in the cold. Quiet, but yet luxurious room all alone. I wanted to kill him for laying hands on me getting raped twice in this disgusting world isn't what I planned for my life. I wish I wasn't included in this disgusting Mafia universe. Maybe I would be living a normal life away from all this. God, I'm mad, and I'm also starving no one bothered to put a bite in my mouth. A few hours later Emilio's look-a-like came in the room. he untied me then dragged me into his car. He drove in silence. Then when we reached the middle of nowhere he dragged me out and threw me like some used tissue. He left me there all cold without any clothes, hungry and worthless. I wanted to die. I would rather die than suffer this much. I wish Emilio was here. I wish he could save me from this cold place. Even tho I was mad at him, I still wanted to hug his warm body and feel safe feel happy, and warm again. I kept wondering, where is he? what is he doing at this very moment? All I wanted was to see him again. I realized I was madly in love with him. I knew it was wrong with all he did to me but I couldn't help the feeling.

A few hours has passed and I was still lying on the floor. I knew I would die here, but I had hope. Hope to live. Suddenly, I see a huge flash it blinded me. I quickly stand up and realize it was a car but then my legs were weak and swollen all my body was bruised up from all the beating. so I lie down again helpless, maybe the car would run me over and I would just die. But the car stops, And out steps this masculine man. I slowly realized. It was Emilio. " Nora is that you?!! Oh my fucking god, are you okay what happened NORA CAN YOU HEAR ME " He said yelling. I couldn't even focus on what he was saying I was too cold too weak to reply back all I said was " I want you".  I don't think he heard me. " u-mmm it's okay don't worry I got you," He said whispering back. He carried me into his car and we drove in silence I was too tired to talk. 

When we reached back to the mansion, he carried me into his bathroom he placed me in the bathtub gently, then removed my bra and dirty underwear, he noticed the bruises from the incident. " omfg 'Nora were u raped?!" he said firmly. I nodded. I saw the pain in his eyes I felt bad for him. he stroked my hair and put me in comfortable clothes. Before I knew it I fell asleep, as I said I was too tired to talk about what happened I don't think ill be mentally able to talk about it for a while either.

The next morning I woke up I was still in his bed. I realized my leg was in throbbing pain so I skipped my way down to the stairs and headed downstairs. I saw him sitting at the dining table. I sat down next to him. He asked the maid to leave us for a moment. " heyy good morning, um how are you feeling today?" he said gently. " I'm getting better," I said, even though that was a total lie. " Can I ask you a question, who raped you? "  He said. " I don't know his name, all I know was that he looked exactly like you and he kept asking me where you were,"  I said. "Damn it FUCK".  he slammed his hand on the table. I flinched. " He's my idiot of a twin brother," he said. No wonder he looked exactly like Emilio. " Massimo declared war amongst himself."

I wonder why he hates his brother so much. I mean I know he raped me and traumatized the living shit out of me, but other than that why did Massimo ask me so much about his brother. And why did Emilio say he declared war amongst himself. I need to figure out what the hell is going on between these two. But first I need a mental and physical break because this is too much to handle all in one bite.

I walked back up to my room to meditate, but something broke my focus. Emilio was acting as nothing happened, yet he was all mad about his brother. I kept wondering, was he pissed about me being abused or his brother's existence?. I know I should probably care less about Emilio and his messed-up rapist brother. I knew one thing and one thing only I wanted to murder Massimo with my own bare hands, he needed to pay for what he did to me he is a bastard. 

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