giving it a chance

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the past weeks

Chris has started getting better and was finally back to "normal" there was definitely awkwardness surrounding you two and Matt and Nick had noticed it. you didn't really want to spend time with Chris just you and him because of everything that happened so you kept just blowing him off, you hated to do it but... you left yourself no choice. Nick and and Matt on the other hand you'd been with A LOT recently mainly Nick but Matt too.

it was friday night and a guy called Mark was having a party at his house, he invited you but your social battery was dead so you just chilled yourself. Nick was gonna come stay at yours after the party since your parents were away on a business trip for a few days. you had the full house to yourself and decided to do some cleaning since it made you less sad since you'd be distracted. you put on music full blast and vibed around the house cleaning it.

you were laying down on the couch all cosy in a blanket watching My Life Without Me
(never watched it it's meant to be a sad love movie)
so you were sitting crying your eyes out, it pouring of rain outside so it was hitting off the windows in your pj bottoms and Chris's hoodie he gave you since you really did miss him but you had to let it be this way.

this hoodie here ^(he looks so hot in this i can't 😩😩😩)

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this hoodie here ^
(he looks so hot in this i can't 😩😩😩)

12am
you were just watching the movie drinking a "pity cocktail" to make yourself feel better because ofc alcohol always does xo. you just finished your second one and went to the kitchen to make another one but the doorbell rang, you thought it would just be Nick coming back from the party but when you looked through the peep hole and saw Chris standing. he looked so out of it. you slowly opened the door and just looked at Chris
you: w-what are you doing here ?
Chris: i-i don't even know
right away the smell of weed and alcohol off of him was so strong so you knew he was DRUNK DRUNK
you: i think you best you go...
Chris: fine
he starts to stumble away from your door and you close the front door, you were trying to hold back your tears but you couldn't all your tears started falling down your face and you just let your back slide down the door. a few minutes later there was a knock at the door so you got yourself up, wiped your eyes and opened the door again, again it was Chris
you: Chris i-
(he's rly drunk and high remember)
Chris: NO, Gabriella listen to me for once. i'm not letting this go ok. i'm not letting you push me away anymore. you can't deny your feelings forever and i know you feel this too but your pushing me away all because you got hurt badly and don't wanna lose me or Matt or Nick but you won't because i am literally in love with you why can't you see that i would literally do anything for you and will do anything to prove that to you because i want to be with you more than anything
you were speechless. you had no clue what to say. so you said nothing you just stood there trying to hold back all your tears. a part of you wanted to just give it a try but an even bigger part if you was saying no. you knew that the nit losing any of them part wasn't true and you were just so scared.
Chris: you know what Gabriella, i'm so tired of this shit and i can't do it anymore, i'm tired trying to get you to just accept how you feel and accept the fact you wanna try so i'll just leave you alone from now on
you; Chris i'm no good for you. as a friend ? i'm great , i'm fun, we have so much love for each other but girlfriend Gabriella isn't the same and you don't get that
Chris; we'll break my heart then Gabby, GO BREAK MY HEART A MILLION TIMES PLEASE
you giggle
Chris: i don't even care anymore, i'm done trying to shut out these feelings there here and i can't make them go away
you: ...
Chris: just give this a shit Gabriella
he walks towards you and takes your hand
Chris: i know i'm not delusional, i know you feel the same and i know you got the pick out of every guy on earth but it's me c'mon now
you: yeah yeah
Chris's face just lit up
Chris: so what do you say ?
you stood holding his hand for a few minutes contemplating everything and it was defiantly the cocktails acting on your emotions
you; fine.
Chris's smile just grew, he picked you up, pulled you close to him in the rain and you guys kissed. it felt like a literal movie, like it couldn't be more perfect. after your guys kiss scene was done you took Chris inside and cleaned him up and got him into a bed.
you; this isn't us dating now.. this is like a trial- because i know when i wake up and these cocktails i've been downing wear off i'm gonna be so disappointed
Chris: nah this is my chance to show you
you: yeah whatever goodnight. 
you turned off the light of the spare room and went to sleep in your own bed.

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