You Found Me

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Tori's POV

I woke up the next day hoping I can control myself from losing what is in my stomach. Maybe I should just avoid Trina. I texted Beck, asking if he could give me a ride and he texted back saying he'd be here in 20 min. I was already ready for school I just need my breakfast. Beck came and picked me up, and I am glad I left the house without making myself throw up.

Beck: So...
Me: So... What?
Beck: did you
Me: (smiles) nope!
Beck: Oh thank God. I was worried for a second there.
Me: I think this is progress
Beck: it is

We entered the school and went to our friends.

Jade: You and Beck have been hanging out a lot haven't you?
Me: yeah
Jade: you know you to would make a cute couple
Me: don't start
Jade: what am just saying.
Me: well stop. We are just friends nothing less nothing more.
Jade: Sure you are. But if you two start dating I am so screaming the words 'I told you so' in your face.
Me: That ain't gonna happen.
Trina: there is no way Beck would like a pig like her.
Jade: Trina stop
Trina: Why, is the little pig going to make herself puke?
Jade: shut up. She's your sister.
Me: (about to leave)
Jade: no Tori, don't do something to feel good for a few minutes and leave with regret for a long time.
Me: I have to
Jade: no you don't, and am not letting you.
Me: Thanks.
Trina:(about to speak)
Me: ugh shut up already (leaves with Jade)
Jade: why is she like that
Me: idk
Jade: well you must avoid her as much as possible if you want your bulimia to go away.

I continued my day and then I walked into my sister and I had no one to stop me. Idk what came over me the more I thought about it, the more avoiding it hurt me. I made myself puke again and found myself crying. I was on my way to the parking lot and Beck found me.

Beck: hey hey hey... What's wrong
Me: (looks at him)
Beck: oh... Look your gonna go to therapy today right?
Me: (sniffs) yeah
Beck: well that's one thing to look forward to. Come on be positive.
Me: okay. Your right. It will work.
Beck: see that's the spirit. So who is taking you?
Me: Trina.
Beck: Are your parents crazy or something? They should be keeping her away from you.
Me: I don't think they know she is still doing it.
Beck: I Am not letting you go with her. I'll drop you there.
Me: Thanks Beck, that's thoughtful of you.
Beck: Anything to help you get better.

He is thoughtful. I have feelings for him, but I doubt he feels the same way about me, especially since now he knows about my condition. But I still value our friendship very much.

Trina: Oh, look. It's the pig.
Me: Leave me alone. Don't bother taking me to therapy. Beck's dropping me off. (walks off) Hey Beck.
Beck: Ready to go?
Jade: Where are you going?
Beck: I'm taking Tori to therapy.
Jade: That's sweet of you. I thought Trina was taking her?
Beck: I'm not letting Tori go to therapy with Trina.
Me: Let's go. (leaves with Beck)