Chapter 3

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Tori's POV

When I got home. I was happy because I haven't puked since Jade caught me at the carnival. To me that is a long time, I know it seems bad, But I think am improving. I was in my room when my mom came.

Me: Here to make me feel bad?
Mrs Vega: no, I want to tell you that your gonna be having therapy.
Me: That could probably work. Thanks, Mom.
Mrs Vega: Am sorry. Was just in one of my moods yesterday. I want you to know I didn't mean any of the things I said. I was just stressed and upset. I had a bad day at work, and then found out my daughter is mentally ill, and my other daughter is the cause of it.
Me: Mom I get it. Am sorry too. I just want to stop, but I always fail to.
Mrs Vega: Okay so your first therapy session is at 4:00 pm tomorrow
Me: okay. Thanks again. For helping me.

Beck's POV

Jade told me she talked to Tori's mother and that Tori is gonna start having therapy. I hope the therapy works. Making yourself puke is unhealthy. I like Tori, but I have a feeling she doesn't feel the same way about me. She might want us to just be friends, but I won't know unless I ask. But it won't be that easy to ask her, I am probably gonna chicken out or something.

*Next Day at HA*

Jade and I were waiting for Tori at her locker, we were worried about how many times she may have made herself throw up.

Tori: (walks to her locker) hey guys
Jade: Hi, how are you.
Tori: I did it once this morning.
Me: Don't worry. It will be better after therapy.
Tori: you guys aren't mad?
Jade: no, we are just sad that you still sick, but don't worry, therapy has to work.
Me: if it doesn't idk what will.

Tori's POV

The reason I made myself puke this morning was because of Trina.

*flashback*

Me: (eating breakfast)
Trina: you know if you keep eating like a pig, you are gonna look like one. Wait you already do.
Me: (goes to the bathroom) (looks in the mirror)

She is right. My stomach is like a balloon. No Tori your friends think you are small. They're probably just saying that. They're supposed to make you feel happy about yourself.

Am not doing it
Am not doing it
Am not doing it

*End of flashback*

I found myself near the toilet inserting my fingers in my throat and then the food I had just eaten left my body. My friends are right this has to work.

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