My Life

Texas, and much more.

So, we were finally on our way from Alaska to Texas, and I was so excited to see my grandparents. It literally took us 3 planes and a train to get down to Texas, but i didn't mind the travel...it was actually quite relaxing on the way there. Soon we reached the air port where my grandparents were supposed to meet us at. It took us a while to find them, like we searched the whole entire air port, but soon my aunt pointed out my mom's red hair and then we found everyone else. Then.it was finally time for us to take a 2 to 4 hour drive from San Antonio to Omaha. Which if you guys didn't know, Omaha is a small town on the out skirts of Texas....like literally the freaking out skirts, and we have to drive to a bus stop. 

Anyways, on to the first month of being in Texas. I couldn't take it, and by that I mean the heat. It was just too much for me too bare as a person. Everyone else in my family was fine with it, but i always have to be the odd one out....like everyone could walk outside and be perfectly fine, but when I would walk out, I felt like I was melting and my flesh was burning to a crisp. Because if you don't know, I am extremely fucking pale....the melanin in my skin is low, which causes me to burn easier than others. But enough of that, why don't we hear about my new school life in Texas.

Texas schools work a lot different than schools in Oregon or in Alaska. The way they taught was different and apparently they don't keep close eyes on the bullying in school. Because if they did than I wouldn't of had to be scared of going into my class, because I would get made fun of the way I would speak or the way I looked. Also apparently even then I dressed like a depressed 17-year-old. But that's beside the point, my school life was harder than I thought it would be. School here in Texas was a bit more difficult and more confusing than the teaching in Alaska. What were learning was totally different than what we were learning in Alaska. Maybe it was because of the different time zones,  it anyways it took me a bit longer to process what we were doing. But it was second grade, everyone can pass it.

Soon, I was off to fourth grade. (I just skip third grade cause yeah....it was horrifying.) But, before school started, I found out that we were going to be moving to New Boston! I was actually quite excited to move, I was getting tired of sleeping on the floor, on an air mattress, in the kitchen. Yeah, I slept their for like 2-4 months. But anyways, I was excited to leave, and meet new people, and with that, in just a few months we were in our new house, and I had my own room! I was so happy about that.

Than, I would be starting school once again, but this time it wasn't horrible. I actually liked going to school there, and what made it better was that I had friends. Emmie, Annie, Sarah, and a few others. I can still remember when I had my first sleep over party for my birthday, it was amazing and I had a wonderful day.  But seriously that was how I got through fourth grade, was with my best friends.

But soon, I started having a feeling of distress, and I wasnt sure what was causing it and the only reason I could tell what it was, was I kept pushing what I thought it was away. It didn't help, I had to tell someone....so I told the first girl I ever had a crush on, that I was bisexual. (For those whom don't know what that is, bisexuality is when a male or female is attracted to both genders.) And she told me that I should worry because, she also had a crush on me also, which made me happy. Soon we were going out and I was happy once again. 

Than it was on to my fifth grade year....which wasn't the best, I moved back to Omaha and had to leave all of my friends behind. I missed them dearly, but before know knew it, summer had finally came around, and I met a very intresting person, whom is now my wonderful girlfriend. (Yandere-Kankri, she is the best I could ever ask for. So you guys should go follow her and read her stories. I love you babe!!) But at first,  we despised each other with a burning passion. Even then, I still had a major crush on her.....like huge. I mean who couldn't, she is smoking hot..