Update of this week.

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This was going great, but then it fell apart....I feel broken.

Yesterday was the worst days of my life, and I can't believe I let go...it was all my fault...I should have been more confident...maybe it would have lasted longer. But again just like everything...I was wrong...and if you read this, (you know who you are) please don't hate me for writing about it. This is one of the ways I can get my depression out.

But like I have said to myself for many years...."I am a good person, and I will not let my feelings get in the way of my life. These petty feelings that I have mean nothing to others, so why should I have to care about them? Oh yeah, that's right I'm only a fucking human. And I get broken down all the time...but why should I worry about my petty feelings? In the end they will always end up hurt or torn apart." So this has just been a recap of what has been going on in my life....well good bye for now, or maybe good bye forever..

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