dear diary,
you know how some songs feel so representative of yourself? i feel like that a lot. i get caught up in the music of who i want to be and forget about the music that hits home. feel like no one knows me sometimes even though i don't necessarily keep anything hidden. today, i left my ethics class questioning myself and everything around me. the professor brought up the question "what is real?," i started listing things off in my head the usual, tangible things but real things aren't always tangible so what do i really know? i know when i'm walking, looking down at my converse and listening to music in the sunlight that i feel valuable, desired, real but i don't feel real often.....characters feel real, maybe i will just make myself a character.
with all my love,
alice
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