What Really Matters ?

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A  month later finally back to working and doing the things I wanna do

I have an great nanny which helps me get alot of things done

Body was still holding some baby weight but Im pushing through

I was at a meeting for the relaunching of my beauty line

And I hated everything

I picked up the cheap ass lip gloss

"Foreal tho I can get better lip gloss at the beauty store in the hood this is crazy people spending their hard money to buy this shit absolutely not!"I said going off

My cosmetics manager April a  white lady "Well can change to manufacturers to a better quality"

"And look at this shit ass packaging this is not the packaging I picked out if I seen this in a store I would walk pass it like this is all terrible Im not putting my name on something I wouldn't even buy my damn self this is crazy guys a mess just a mess my relaunched is in weeks" I said

"We will get everything done you have my word"She said

I rolled my eyes and said  "Umm your gonna have too because this is bad this is all bad"

"Its gonna be better I swear"She said

"Bye April"I said

I was very highly frustrated

She and everybody else left

I looked at Josh and said "You see this shit"

"Yeah its a mess you right about that"Josh said

"Im praying it be right before the relaunch day"I said

Josh picked up the lip gloss and open it and said "This is basically water"

"Shit is water"I said

I Facetimed my nanny Selena

She answered and said "Hey Santana is just waking up from his nap hold on Im going to put him on camera" She said

She put my little fat chunky man on the screen "Hey Chunky butt did you have a good nap" I said as I smiled

He just straight facing me

"Smile for mama Santana"I said

Josh laughed "he be serious all the time"

"Right all the time"I said smiling

"Were about to go for a nice walk"Selena said

"Okay well Ill facetime you guys later"I said

"Bye bye mean man I love you"I said as I kissed him through the phone

We hunged up

"You call her every hour"Josh said

"I can't help it everytime Im away from my baby I get bad ass anxiety I gotta make sure he's okay at all times Im a psycho now are we going to that fashionnova pop up shop  next"I said

"Yea the car will be here in 10 mins"Josh said

Than Devante Facetimed me

"Here go Devante" I said

I answered the phone "Hey babe"

"Whats up Im leaving this meeting guess what"He said

"What"I answered

"they just made me Vice President of A&R of Diamonds Records"He said

"Get the fuck outta here seriously!"I asked

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