Love Me Worse

Who's The Daddy?

If it wasn't distant between us before we definitely have distant between us now

I figured just to give him some time meanwhilep I got my mama a crib set her up a nice 3 bedroom luxury apartment

I was at my mother place and she was pouring herself a glass of wine

"That look so good"I said

"Girl You can have a glass of wine I used to drink when I was pregnant with you and Ahjanay yall turned out perfectly fine you want some"She said

"No mother I do not want a glass of wine at 8 months pregnant with your grandson"I said

"Fine more for me......is your husband speaking to you yet"She asked

I smacked my lips and said "I guess he mad because I got you a crib its like he expected me to just let you be out on the streets"

She took a sip of her wine

"Fuck him, I really hope you didn't sign a prenup"She said

"We both did to protect each of us"I said

"Your dumb ass now you cant get shit when yall divorce"my mother

"Ma we not getting a divorce"I said

"Last time I checked in order to be married you gotta talk to one another"She said

"Maybe its me maybe I should try to talk to him"I said

She shook her head and said "Andrea this nigga is gonna be your downfall you never been so weak in your life until you got with him"

I got choked up quick as hell like threw off guard completely

She was right before Devante it was get a bag all about a bag securing the bag at all times

I use fight who wanted to fight fuck who I wanted to fuck I was living my best life I kinda miss that life

I was getting to it

Now Im pregnant and in my feelings all time

Im not able to do none of shit I use to do because of him and he literally walking around mad at me

Nigga its a baby on my bladder right now because of you the audacity I sacrifice my wants for his wants

Because I knew he wanted this baby so I fucking my good body up for him

When I got home guess who was in the kitchen cooking dinner

"I hope you hungry Im making us dinner a little pasta and breadsticks "He said

As you should nigga as you should Im thinking to my self

I was so angry at him and he aint even know

"Oh so now you speaking to me now nigga !"I said

He looked at my face and said "whats wrong"

"You is whats wrong you go for days not talking to me when I literally did nothing to you !"I yelled

He walked over to me and said "you seriously doing this now ! Im in the fucking kitchen cooking for you! for you and you come in here trippin!"He yelled

"I got deal with your fucked up attitude! And be lonely what the fuck is we even married for you get me pregnant just to do me like this!"I said

"Like what Im not doing shit to ! You literally just making shit up in your head Andrea !"He said

"In my head ....in my head nigga you calling me crazy Im crazy"I asked pointing to myself

"Baby just chill"He pleaded