I Did,I Don't,I Do

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Lovely ring"Lawerence point out my ring

"Thank you, "I said as I smiled

"I've been seeing you everywhere, mostly because I follow you your doing very well Fiancée to be, I see you partying and working with big brands"He said

"Now the question of the evening..... Why did you really want to have dinner with me"He asked?

I smiled and said "Well, I could use your help"

"How much"He said

I giggled and said "this is going to sound crazy, but I actually need more than money, I need an investor and mentorship... I want to open my new my own waxing/beauty bar I've been googling but I have no experience or knowledge on how to start it"



"Well, you came to the right guy, but what I do I get out of this"He said

"I'll make it worthwhile, "I said, biting my bottom lip

He briefly closed his eyes and said "Damn you got me reminiscing now I miss you"

"Of course you do, "I said

"Unfortunately, I'm heading to New York right now, but No worries, we gon get this together and have you with the most wonderful waxing beauty bar this world as seen"He said

I smiled "I appreciate you so much"

He stood up and said "show me next time I come through or maybe we can spend another weekend together"

"Can't wait, "I said

He whispered in my ear, "And by the way, if I was him I would've bought you a ring so big it would've broken your finger "

I half smiled as he walked out I got up and headed to my meeting for my makeup line

Like I said Atlanta is a different vibe, but when work is over and I want to just hang out with my girls and have a drink

I can't, I don't have friends times like this  I missed Kamarrii she was a lot of things, but she knew how to have a good time

She reached out to me on multiple occasions, but I can't befriend a person who wants what I have

Devante is in the studio all night long he doesn't  leave until about 6 in the morning

If not hosting a party at a club I'm at home by myself

Watching my family on social media having so much fun Ahjanay belly is huge now that baby will be here real soon Bella Is getting so big Ahmad can read flawlessly now and My mother is taking parenting classes

And I feel like I'm missing out on everything at the same time I'm tryna work run it up and build a brand not just for me, but also for my family I wasn't there yet, but soon I want to move them out Detroit and nobody will ever know what that means to me



God has blessed me with this opportunity and although it's not easy and I get lonely, sad a lot of times I have to constantly remind myself that a lot people don't get an opportunity like this  and it's a blessing

The next day it was Devante's  birthday, I cancel all my plans today. today is all about my man and I're showing the fuck out for him

Soon as he came home from the Studio he came and got in the bed with me

"Happy birthday"I said

"Appreciate it"He said as he laid in the bed

My baby is so tired the only nigga I know that works so hard and never complains So I let him sleep for a few hours

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