I miss you
Tonight i realised just how much
I keep on seeing you in my head
I can't stop
You were never mine
You were never going to be
And at that time
I didn't even know I wanted you to be
I still don't know
But
I just can't unsee you
Your eyes
Your smile
Your laugh
The way you walked
The way you talked
The way you laughed
Everything
The last time that you saw me
You thought I didn't care
The last time that I saw you
I wished that you knew I did
I had always been good at pretending
But somedays
It felt like you saw right through me
So why didn't you see
That I did
Care so much it actually hurt
It's been 2 years now
Since I last saw you
But it doesn't feel like it
It's been 4 years now
Since I last talked to you actually
But it feels like it's been eons
I miss you
I thought I didn't
I had convinced myself I didn't
But now that I know
I won't ever see you again
I keep seeing your eyes
That smile
So mischievous
So carefree
So young
So full of youth
I don't know what this is
I don't know if this is love
Or something else
But I know
I miss you
And our youth
Do you?
